“When did the separate self fall away for you?”, asks thought
“It didn’t”, replies Freedom.
“”What do you mean?”
“I’ve always been Freedom,” assures Freedom, “and the belief that I had forgotten MySelf to be something other than Myself, well, that was a dream of time and place, and that never happened and is not happening already.”
“I don’t understand”, says thought.
Nina’s Nuances 
Yes, THOUGHT is not the language of the universe. Good luck trying, as a human, to learn and speak and do anything useful, with any other language than the language of THOUGHT in this present life on this present planet in this present body that you can’t but help to imagine that you think you are.
It just isn’t practical, to think this way, when you can’t live this way.
Once, I wanted to make a story about the little Lizard Girl, walking on the fence, to eventually find, without wanting to, the ETERNAL DANCE.
Years ago. the idea was, I would write short little intros, people would read them and comment, and I would finish the stories.
Hardly Anybody, often in fact Nobody ever did, for years and years, read or give feedback, and so the poor intros were always abandoned, unfulfilled.
Of course, this was correct, for it had to be. That’s what it was, so it was that way. I wondered why I made that happen, it is kind of…..embarassing? But I always told myself, no, only one person, who may not exist, may not even be born yet, only ONE PERSON I told myself. That’s all, that’s who it is for, and it doesn’t really matter. But of course it does. So confusing!
https://blog.magicmodernizationproject.com/lizard-meditations-sequel-to-the-eternal-dance-2/