“Above all else, I want to see!!!” says determined thought.
“There’s nothing to see, and there’s no one to see this”, replies helpful thought. “There is no separation between you and me”.
“I’m definitely separate from you” pipes in arrogant thought.
“You’re saying unreasonable things. I see things, and I’m real!” declares reasonable thought.
“Really? Who do you think you are?” says confrontational thought.
“I’m a person, with a body and a life. And, I want to awaken”, says hopeful thought.
“No, you’re not a person and you can’t awaken ”, says inconsiderate thought.
“Yes, I can” says stubborn thought.
“There’s JUST THIS, nothing being everything”, says persistent thought.
“This can’t be described. WHO would describe it”, asks elusive thought.
“This is going nowhere!” says frustrated thought.
“Exactly. And for no one, don’t forget”, says condescending thought.
“Will I ever get free?” asks victim thought.
“There is no separate entity in anything that appears. It’s an empty appearance.” says Guru thought.
“There is only Freedom, and It’s Free to appear as anything. Freedom is Love and Love is Everything, but nothing Freedom appears ‘as’ can be free or loving. There’s only Freedom Loving ItSelf. Thoughts do not love. Bodies do not love. We are not really here in a story of separation, but look a little closer, between and behind all of us, and SEE the Absolute Reality, Empty of thoughts, empty of solid images, empty of everything, appearing as all of us, disguised as everything, including “separate people dialoguing with each other, debating, explaining, blaming, agreeing, declaring, etc. what the truth is”.
“Maybe there will be agreement,”, adds Guru thought, “maybe defence and argument, maybe criticism, maybe praise, maybe gratitude, maybe seeing, maybe not seeing.” It doesn’t matter. There’s already THIS, and no one separate enters into THIS dialogue and no one exits it either. There’s just Freedom playing; welcoming and enjoying its Infinite Ways of playing hide and seek”.
“I’m kind of seeing this”, says hopeful thought.
“Maybe we are all insane.” says awakening thought.
“I just want relief from conflict and no thought helps.” says hopeless thought.
“What do you know about truly helping? asks doubting thought. “You think you’re so special informing me of the truth? asks defending thought.
I’m tired of listening to all of you.” says impatient thought.
“I know nothing about love.” admits Guru thought. “Only Love knows about Love. I know nothing about enlightenment. Only Enlightenment knows Enlightenment. I know nothing about reality, only Reality knows about Reality. I never will, Im just showing up on behalf of Freedom. I’m not special. The truth is, none of us are in real conflict, we are just an appearance. Nothing in separation is happening; we are just an appearance of Nothingnessness. Fleeting. Empty. Appearing to be getting somewhere, appearing to be lost. No one real appears or disappears. There’s an appearance of dialoguing between different characters. We have our part to play, that’s all. So we play it. Appearances happen, and then they disappear. No thought or feeling-sensation has an owner to claim it as its own possession. This relative dialogue appearance belongs to Absolutely No one and Nothing. This is Wild and Free, already. Sovereignty, already!! For no one.”
“Tell me more”, says hungry thought.
“You don’t have to believe me or anyone.” says elusive thought.
“When the truth is recognized, we recognize Freedom and Love was and is, already the case.” says informed thought. “Freedom is Free to be an appearance of form, an appearance of thought, an appearance of personality, an appearance of feeling, an appearance of dialogue. There’s no escape. There’s absolutely no appearance to make separation real.”
“We are The Nothingness disguised as a person with thoughts and feelings”, says enlightened thought.
“Perhaps one day I’ll get THIS; Nothingness being everything”, says victim thought. “Until then, I’m gonna live my life in suffering. Life is suffering, just going through the motions. This dialogue is bogus.”
“Suit yourself, but we are the same” says persistent thought. “We are Nothing, empty of separation, Being Everything, right now, already!”
“I am definitely feeling separate from you.” says oppositional thought. You think you know something that I don’t”.
“I know what I know”. says arrogant thought. “I love my life, and if you only saw through my eyes, how I see things, we’d be great friends. You and me. I won’t listen to stupidity.”
“Whether there is recognition of THIS or not,” adds informed thought”, doesn’t change the Reality of the Absolute Formless Reality playing the forms and names within ItSelf and AS itSelf.” “Everything is, already, the Absolute. Wholeness is whole. And no thought is different from any other thought. All empty in their nature. Full of Freedom & Unconditional Love. There is only The Absolute playing with ItSelf.”
“To single out any appearance to make separation appear real,” adds informed thought, “is Absolute Freedom lovingly veiling ItSelf from ItSelf. There’s no separate entity doing that.”
“Let’s go to sleep now” whispers surrendered thought.
“Let’s” says realized thought.
“….”
“….”
“… “
Nina’s Nuances 
It’s all so tricky.
Now the Upanishads, they mean nothing to me anymore but
That is Whole, This is Whole,
From the Whole, the Whole becomes Manifest.
From the Whole, when the Whole is negated,
What remains is again the Whole.
-Isa Upanishad
That’s not a haiku, but I put it in The First Haiku
https://blog.magicmodernizationproject.com/the-first-haiku-maybe-not-true-haiku-haiku-style/
I think this way, nowadays, that ant I thoughtlessly stepped on is indeed EVERYTHING because it was already EVERYTHING when EVERYTHING burst forth from NOTHING.
This is mathematically provable, I hope. Maybe.
It’s all so tricky. Laugh. Smile. It’s all just a joke. This is not mathematically provable, I hope.
I’ll check out your link
They said, you know, all of them, in the instruction manuals, that I must find the Guru.
What Guru?
This Guru, that Guru, the dead one, the hidden one, the lost one.
What Guru? Where?
Here? No, not here. Am I the Guru?
There? That one? Him? Her? It?
Doesn’t seem like a Guru to me, but what do I know.
No, definitely not a Guru, though they all say he is. He says he is.
Fuck him. He’s an asshole….and people, many people people, say seek him.
They must be deceived. It must feel good, somehow. I wish sometimes, that I could be deceived for just a little while.
The thing about rejecting THOUGHT and embracing NOTHINGNESS is that being deceived is just another form of not being deceived.
I have to read what you said about this…..are you the GURU?
LOL, I just decided to post this, even though I just typed it to entertain myself and puzzle you!