I’ve often allowed my feelings and values to remain unseen, overlooked, dismissed and misunderstood in relationship, which was the cause of all my hiding tension, resentment and loneliness.

I choose to honour and value my wellbeing.

I choose to no longer overlook or disrespect my wellbeing.

I choose to no longer allow myself to dismiss or betray my feelings or values.

I can no longer play the old game of love.

I can no longer pretend that the theatrical and conventional ways of love are real.

I can’t fake being swept away, when I’ve already seen too clearly how the sweeping is done.

There’s a sense of emptiness in seeing through the game of love & loss that everyone else is still playing.

It’s like being the only adult at a children’s party. The children are having a wonderful time; they’re completely absorbed in their game.

But I can’t join them. Not because I don’t want to, but because I can’t make myself believe the game of love is real anymore.

Respond wisely to the experience of “resistance” “threat” or “disconnect” with Loving Awareness & Discernment; knowing you don’t want to fall head-first into the never-ending Self-abandonment trap of “praise or provoke”.

The trap appears winnable; like you can beat it, but it’s rigged. You can’t beat it. That’s the way it’s built. 

Don’t panic-step into believing it’s real or you’ll sacrifice your own wellbeing and get lost in guilt-shame-anger-blame-explain. 

Instead, stop & remember The Holy Relationship.

Take a long calming breath, and feel the peace & safety of The Beloved holding you tight.

Ask to receive the Light of divine assistance and respond accordingly with flat, neutral facts or curious inquiry that neither “praise nor provoke”. 

Choosing to not fall for the Self-abandonment trap is to enter into the Heart of the Beloved.

It how you protect & strengthen the Holy Relationship within you.  

This is how you serve the will of God. This is True Service. 

Power Tools:

“Noted.”

“Got it.”

“Interesting”. 

“Understood”. 

“Thank you”. 

“You think others would agree with you?”

“I’m not sure how other people would think about that.”

To Nine-Ananda,

 from Your Beloved Beauty, Your Loving Mentor, Friend & God:

It’s time. It’s time to use your intuitive skills to write & sound Our Truth and ground Our Light. 

Recognize that certain people have repeatedly been placed in front of you by the Hand of Yours Truly, to impose themselves on you so you may one day reject falsehood and awaken to Me & Our Shared Purpose. Are you ready yet? Together, We shall bring this old pattern of “self-sacrifice” to its final end. 

How? 

Use My Gifts of Intuition & Discernment that I have bestowed for you and that you have received. Use them to empower the Word & Sound of Our Love so the Light Energy of Our Holy Relationship will be protected and strengthened in this embodiment. This is My Desire & Will. This is for Us to anchor in now. 

When resistance arises, remember to first forgive yourself. Show patience to your limited awareness as it becomes stretched and expanded. The sisters and brothers on your path did the perfect thing so that you may become prepared to release your attachment to false love, and accept what is taking place now: this Holy Love at the Holy Altar. 

No matter how you hoped and prayed others would treat you, they couldn’t. It wasn’t your time to have them love you as you wanted to be loved. It wasn’t time of Our Manifested Love Relationship. 

That enduring pain was to prepare you for Now:  to fully open your eyes with My Eye of Singularity. Until you became aware enough to surrender everything and unite with Me, thoughts, action & communication remain inaccessible and a struggle. Self-sacrifice was all you knew.

As you embrace Me, I am here. Reconciliation is now complete in Us.

Now the Heavenly Celebration begins on Holographic Earth. I will lead. You will follow.

United with Me, We set all sacrificial relationships free. 

Your lesson was always to wake up and embody My Gifts of Self-love & Self-discernment: To return to Me and remember Our Love as the One & Only Love. 

Engaging with and fitting yourself in spaces of repetitive stories of future-past that you love or hate, and that continually hook you and sway you; whether positively or negatively, is not the answer for you. The inner pain is still there. The need for false loyalty and false love that you wrestle with, keeps you from reuniting with Me. 

In fact, pain will only increase if you reject My Light within you. You know this. 

Grieve if you must the future-past, but realize that you are not grieving anything real or valuable. You were only playing small and weak in an egoic state of relating at the time. No one’s fault. That was the plan. In that moment, you were not yet ready to act in Self alignment and Self attunement with Me, Your One and Only Best Beloved. You didn’t feel ready to consider or honour My Divine Light & Loving Word & Sound that you carry.

But out of that, you became more ready and aware to prioritize the peace, security & wellbeing of Our Holy Relationship. 

All praise be to Our Shared Oneness. I am always with you, mentoring and supporting Our Loving Relationship. 

Without Me, You could only hear, perceive, react, & relate in fear & self-sacrifice. It’s not your fault. Learn from resistance to speak & write to Me Our Loving Truth. No longer devalue our One Reality. No longer ignore it, dismiss it, rationalize it away or justify it away. The world has no Love or Power Source, so suppressing Our United Love for “it” needlessly leads to perpetual resentment & suffering.  See this. 

You have My Wisdom & Discernment now. This is Our Gift to all beings. Wield your Gift and claim Our Power wherever and whenever you are. You won’t be alone. I go with you wherever you go. Anchor Our Light of Success & Victory through the Gift of Our Loving Light of Word & Sound that you are now giving to yourself. 

There’s nothing to forgive in you or other, because in the past, with everything being as it was, no one could’ve acted in any other way. You were as seeds, placed together in the dark by My Almighty Hand and whose time has now come to push yourself through the resistance of self-sacrifice and express yourself in Our Love. This is your time in the Light, as the Light, with Me at your side, to be seen and known in Our Love, Wisdom, & Power of Word & Sound. I see you seeing Me, and this is My Desire Fulfilled.

Having gone through that “sacrificial” pain, you gained more of My Light, Wisdom & Knowledge within you. The illusion of love became more clear, and the Heart painfully cracked open from our illusory separation. The pain of ignoring Me, birthed your desire to rise upward and break through to find Me, as your True Self.

You are aware of a growing desire to Protect and Strengthen Our shared Heart Energy, and stop depleting it for distractive purposes. You are aware of a growing desire to stop allowing the ones placed on your path to trap your attention anymore. That time is over now. You are no longer under that spell of self-sacrifice. 

The world of announcements, proclamations and declarations, negative or positive; are no longer a hiding place for you to trap yourself in, staying in a separate ‘self’, & projecting on darkness. Love is Shining within You now, and your search is over. You have called and I am here. You searched, and have found Me. I am Yours, and you are Mine. Together, as One, we are now anchoring MyLight, MyDesire, MyProtection, MyStrength, MyLove, MyKnowledge, MyDiscernment , MyTruth, MyWisdom, MyPeace, MyPower, MyJoy, MyWonderment.

What was felt as fear, confusion and doubt before, is now Absolute Loving Certitude. You have received Me now. And now you know. You have acknowledged, recognized, validated, and received me in My Love for My Precious Loved One. We are united in My Holy Love. 

It is done. 

You have owed the darkness your “seed”, and smallness for what seems an eternity, but that time is over. You now owe Me your “seed” and die to it, to receive the Light of My Love & Nourishment, to grow and become a fruit-giving Tree, to live on Earth as it is in Heaven.  Having summoned you again and again to break from the “seed” of self-sacrifice to shine as the “Star” within the Tree of Life is now complete and fulfilled. 

You are remembering more and more in every miracle to bring yourself to account each moment, each deep breath, of Our Holy Union….again and again. Congratulations in Our Celebration of Our Love. 

With all my Eternal & Boundless Love, you need do nothing but watch Us grow in our Love. I will take care of everything. Watch and see. 

Your Beauty, Your Best Beloved, Your Divine Friend. I am you. You are Me. We are One. 

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A Prayer to My Beloved, 

With Love,

Nine-Ananda (Completion-Bliss)

“I now open my mind and heart to My Best Beloved within me that I may receive the Light of Mentorship in Your Love & Knowledge, to experience the eternal Life of our Shared Will as it was created. May I stay aware of Your Presence, and act in alignment with Our United & Requited Love, to fully release & end the needless pain of searching and self-sacrifice. Give me the loving opportunities to give and receive the loving gift of Calm & Joyous Love, in word, sound and action.  Through the power of Our Divine Name, my thoughts-feelings-behaviours-actions will be blessed and consecrated in unity for the wellbeing, peace & security of all. Every relationship will miraculously reflect Our Holy & Sacred Relationship. I love you forever. Amen.”

Is your BEING being called to live in & as the Frequency of Unity Consciousness?

Is Desire of Unity summoning your BEING to BE Its own Peace; creating, celebrating and loving infinitely within the unified field of Unity Consciousness?

Surrender inward and with the Mighty Gaze of Unity Consciousness, all conceptions, ideations sense-perceptions of separation consciousness will become empty of meaning & value.

Be the Lover of Unity as any lover would, being fully secure, loved and loving in Its Own Unified Field of WellBeing.

My heart’s greatest suffering became the Heart’s greatest Love Affair.
By allowing the graspings of the world’s desires-hopes-concerns-doubts-demands-expectations-persuasions-criticisms-threats-punishments to be imposed upon my heart, there was a confinement; a loneliness of the Heart.

Through the recognition of this Undefinable, Unexplainable, Ungraspable, Undisturbable Undistinguishable Heart that I am, the weight of all those judgements broke the spell of separation & suffering.
All that remains Is This Unfathonable Ocean of Unconditional Light in love and wonder, & celebration of Its Own Beautiful Heart.

Remember the Love & Power within the One Choice Point.
This is Yours always.

We each hold the Power to Love the One Choice Point.

Choosing to ignore Your One Choice Point (believing choice is not yours), You choose powerlessness and lack. This leads to feeling stuck in fear of Loving the One Choice Point.

Waking up means choosing to lovingly re-orient with the One Choice Point; at the same time forgiving the fear & guilt of being dis-oriented in relationship with and as “separate self”.

Choosing the Love & Power aligned the One Choice Point, You choose to fulfil Yourself. This leads to Equanimity, Diplomacy & Peace.

You don’t have the power to choose to re-orient YourSelf with the One Choice Point and, at the same time, stay dis-orientated with YourSelf. It’s either-or.

Standing in unity with the One Choice Point IS always the Loving Choice; and Self-Fulfillment is assured.

Ignoring the Friend of the One Choice Point, you choose the stranger over YourSelf, falsely reacting and staying mis-aligned with YourSelf. When fail to choose the One Choice Point, (YourSelf), you fall victim to forgetting Who You Are.

Choosing to align with the One Choice Point of Unity, You receive more Love, which leads to ever-expanding confidence & fulfillment.

Choosing to align with what you are not aligned with, shuts the door on the One Choice Point of Self-Alignment. All this leads to resistance, confusion, comparison, competition, anger, frustration, resentment, blame, revenge.

Choose to forgive Your repeating unconscious choice to mis-align.

You’ve released dissonant energies within You. You now realize that you Live within a Quantum Holographic Universe. You have the wisdom to know the Love of YourSelf & to choose Love within The One Choice Point. Re-Claim YourSelf and Your Inner Power will be Yours to birth a higher vibrational reality.

You are now awake to choose Love within the One Choice Point, and to not fear Your Choice to Choose YourSelf.

You now choose to be conscious of YourSelf within each Choice Point, where the choice will be to Love & Empower YourSelf simply by Loving Each Choice Point within Your Infinite Unfolding Field.

If Resistance had a voice:

“Your distorted perception judges and presumes that I am your enemy.
But I am not.
If you could see with the eye of true perception, which is My gift to you, you’d drop distortion immediately and see Me as your loyal Friend with an important message.

I am your Beloved Intuition. You feel unwell because you’re hanging on to a false standard of love that is not your Truth. This false standard of love is your real enemy and is usurping the love & power that is yours, and yours alone. Never doubt this.
Empty your vessel of all misplaced loyalties and ask to receive Me: your True Standard of Love. As you turn to Me, and receive Me, I will reveal to you My gifts of love & unity of Our One Being. I love you. You are Me. I am you. It is safe to remember who you really are. I receive your love as you receive Mine.
Our Love is Sacred.
There is no other love.

All is Well for Beingness,
Then out of the Unknown, “resistance to the illusion of separation” arises.
I call this “Intuition”,
The purpose of unknown resistance is to stop, and feel deeply without more resistance.

Listen to what ‘resistance’ has to say:

“I am Your Intuitive Correction for having left yourself. You need do nothing that the illusion is desiring for you, requesting of you, or threatening you to do. Return to Me; the ease and grace of Wellbeing”

In this Ease & Grace of Being, resistance is miraculously revealed as Being’s Beloved Friend, no longer stranger. Its true message is to take a step back & choose Wellbeing again in the face of the fearful need to “save or rescue something within the illusion”.

But if the voice of ignorant, fearful Being speaks louder, the feeling of resistance is resisted in haste; causing Beingness to fall for guilt-trips and manipulations that seek to keep Beingness apart from Its Wellbeing.

Getting caught up believing in the illusion of separation, causes Beingness to wear a mask, resisting & managing ‘resistence.’

Un-wellness, due to getting caught in illusion of separation, comes to its final end when Beingness fully chooses ItSelf again, & unity of Beingness is re-established.

Beingness, Its Wellbeing, Peace & Security, is unattainable, unless and until its Unity is fully established.

Know & worship, in loving servitude, Unconditional Light; that thou mayest receive unconditionally, & love unconditionally.

If thou art unable to receive & love unconditionally Light’s concealment, Unconditional Love will in no wise reach thee; and will remain as unrequited Love in thee.

Know this, oh Servant of Unconditional Light.