“Being social”, “fitting in, and “blending in with the group” was never my true path, but I unconsciously made it my path most of my life because that’s the message I received growing up.
My true nature is most happy when I can attune to my own energy and in order to do that most effectively, I need a lot of alone time.
I never did need validation or acceptance from others, but the conditioning had me believe the complete opposite. “Think of others” they said. I ended up a chronic people pleaser. Today, I’m clear, and attuning to my Self, my Energy, and This Safety is healing my central nervous system.
Getting my emotional needs met are found within me now. I no longer out-source them. And that’s the most freeing thing I’ve discovered on my healing journey. And I don’t care what anyone says anymore about how humans need others to get their emotional needs met. Right now, I’m happy. And I’m standing on my own; alone. Feels like I’m truly living “off-the-grid”.

Should sensual pleasures, fame, riches, & vainglory come your way, be not be swept away by such superficial enchantments & black magic.

Should threat, coercion, deception, persuasion, gaslighting & abasement come upon thee, hold absolutely no reality for them. Neglect not your God-given sanity for toxic insanity. All guilt-induced false narratives (devoid & empty of worthiness) shall pass away and be no more.”

Bahá’u’lláh

The Hidden Words – Arabic (p.52)

After having been hurt by attachments, I came to believe that detachment was the goal. Eventually accomplishing that goal; which brought its own type of pain and suffering, finally admitting that detachment was a box I took pride in living in, as it was safe.
But there came a time, recognizing that detachment was a mistake too, as it never delivered on the promise of love. It was never the answer to enjoying this life, for all it brought was a sense of regret, emptiness and longing.
Realization came to deliver the news that all I ever wanted was to return to the time before the first break from the first attachment of love.

That time was the timeless I am.

It was MySelf. I was there. Love was there. Acceptance was there. Fear was non-existent.

I want to have that real love-attachment again, but without the constant debilitating fear that attachments do demand of me; that ever-looming belief that I must live up to so-called desires, needs, expectations and demands: a deception & betrayal of blame, shame, & disrespect in exchange for my loyal, loving attention.
I now find myself lost in a realm between the unmanifested love attachment and a detachment style of relating that I have come to trust.

I am valuable. Access to me; my thoughts, my emotions, my time and attention is not something everyone deserves.

My job is not to teach people how they should behave in my presence.

My job is not to inform people how they need to change or that they need therapy or healing.

My job is to calmly protect my peace & quietly remove myself from that person, whose only function is to undermine, disrespect & betray my truth; in hopes that I may compromise and sacrifice my truth for their comfort.

I can move on without closure.

I can move on with self-respect.

When man is asleep, it should not be for pleasure, but to rest the body in order that he may rise & act impeccably on behalf of truth, to speak on behalf of truth, and to explain the truth more beautifully; to serve the Truth of God, and to gain true mastery as the voice of Truth.

When man is awake, he should seek to be attentive, to serve the truth and sacrifice his false beliefs of separation for the Unity of the Beloved of God. When he attains to this station, the confirmations of the Holy Spirit will surely reach him, and man, awake as the voice of unity, can withstand all temptations of the voice of separation.

On behalf of truth, I am here to master the dream of separation. I here to experience the lies of self; the unrelenting fire of separation; and yet remain untouched & undisturbed by its seductive persuasions & formidable lies.

In truth, the firey lie of separation has no reality; has no power.

This recognition is the means by which the lie of Reality is overcome.

“Be in the lie of separation, but not OF it.”
Truth is the only Reality and the only right use of power.

Lies are nothing but empty temptations & challenges dreamt as real. They bring suffering. More lies.
Verily, the fire of separation is nothing other than distorted Truth believed as enemy.

Recognizing the fire of separation for the lie it is, is to remember that Truth is all there is.

I AM is the living Voice of Truth, and lies are but the voice of the dead. Lies have no real voice at all.

The fire of separation is not real separation. It is but the Voice of Truth ItSelf disguised by the ignorance of Truth, which are lies not recognized as lies.
To ignore Truth is to place truth in the lie of separation.
But Truth remains the truth and doesn’t change or disappear when truth is placed into an illusion because illusions are illusions. They are nothing true.

In Truth; and I speak the truth; there is nothing other than truth.
The Voice of Truth speaks truly.

Separation is a lie.

Truth is true. I speak on behalf of truth. I am the Living. I am the Life. I am the Voice of Truth.

“The best beloved of all things in My sight is Justice; turn not away therefrom if thou desirest Me, and neglect it not that I may confide in thee. By its aid thou shalt turn toward the unifying Breath of the Friend, and turn away from the divisive voice of the stranger; and shalt worship only the Presence of the Pause, and not defensive reactions. Ponder this in thy heart; how it behooveth thee to be. Verily breathing in justice is My gift to thee and the sign of true kindness. Set it then before thine eyes that ye may SEE, BE & KNOW the unity of Wellbeing.”

Bahá’u’lláh

The Hidden Words – Arabic (p.2)

The truth of what I want and the truth of what I am is merging. 

This merger is what I want. 

I am the Voice of Truth and I am aware, in every holy instant, that I was created (and creating) to know and worship the Truth, and not be conflict or live in conflict with “believed” truths or “believed” lies. Both are fiction! 

“Believed-in” truths (and believed in lies) manipulate my voice in order to stay confused in lies of what I am, distracting and steering my attention away from discovering the Clarity of The Truth that I am. 

The false program of lies is the voice of lies, desiring & needing my voice to lie too, & to perpetuate more lies. It’s the world that is familiar, but it’s not bringing the fulfillment of peace and love that only the Truth can bring to my voice. 

I want my Voice to be the Voice of Truth. And it is! This is the Voice of Truth speaking right now. 

Truth is now known as the one & Only Beloved Truth, through the Voice of Truth.

Truth calls to the voice of lies, (ignorant & enslaved), but it’s up to that voice, alone, to remember the Truth for ItSelf.

For the voice that has eyes to SEE the Truth, It SEES. For the voice that has the ears to HEAR the Truth, It HEARS. 

The Voice of Truth calls to the voice of lies, and because no other voice can save it, it must remember its Voice of Truth, and save ItSelf from “belief”. 

 The Voice of Truth joins with Truth that it may fully recognize that nothing other than Truth is true; even in the midst of the conflict of feelings.

Included in the seeming conflict of an enslaved voice, believing in the untruth of “believed truth and believed lies”, is the conflictual feelings of defence & attack. Its world is perpetual conflict. 

Attack war, defend peace,

Attack fear, defend love; 

Chase love, run from fear. 

Fear lack-loss-sickness;

Love abundance-gain-health;

Attack regret, hate, worry;

Defend regret, hate worry;

Defend ‘believed’ truths; 

Attack ‘believed’ lies. 

It’s a perpetual war to the voice  that doesn’t know what the Truth of Truth is. The voice that doesn’t know that it doesn’t know it’s a slave to lies, doesn’t know that Truth is REAL, and lies/beliefs are unreal.

The voice of lies doesn’t know all beliefs are lies and are untrue. It doesn’t know that Truth is all there is and its voice IS the Voice of Truth in hiding. 

Whether the voice remembers the Truth or not, Truth is always with the Voice of Truth. So, know the Truth, know that Truth is what you are, and the Voice of Truth will be your Voice. 

The Voice of Truth is always a Happy, Peaceful, Loving, Respectful Voice, (even during tempting conflictual feelings), because it knows and worships Its own Truth. A Perfect match made in Heaven.  

The ‘Dream of the Masters’ is simply to recognize that Truth is all there is. It’s a happy dream to know the Truth; speaking on behalf of Truth as the Voice of Truth.

In the recognition of the Truth that Truth is, there appears the Voice of Truth that abides within the Dream of the Masters. This Truth lies beyond all dreams, but appears as the pure & stainless Voice within the Dream of the Masters and receives the heavenly gems of Love, Happiness, Peace & Beauty.

When Truth and the Voice of Truth are recognized as the Same Truth, the Voice will never again fall victim to the ‘Dream of the Victim’ or the ‘Dream of the Warrior’.

To fall victim into the dream of the victim or warrior, is a dream. It contains the hearing of lies, placing truth in lies, believing lies, speaking of lies, living by lies and suffering in lies).

To be victim; believing in victims, trying to find true meaning in them; perpetuates lies and hides Truth.

Hiding Truth only serves lies, which when believed in, brings pain & suffering. It perpetuates the ‘Dream of the Victim & the Warrior’.

The ‘Dream of the Victim’ is to get unknowingly entrapped into an identity of compulsive unworthiness, weakness, & judgement. “You”, the Voice of Truth, unknowingly give away Your True Voice to the voice of lies. “You” then believe the lie that the dream of the victim is real, and you’re entangled it.

The ‘Dream of the Warrior’ is more truthful than the Dream of the Victim, but the Voice of Truth is also a victim to this dream. The Dream of the Warrior holds to pride, arrogance specialness & entitlement. Pride rises up to defend itself & the victim; attacking injustice & defending the Dream of the Warrior. The Voice of Truth within this dream is entrapped, defending and crediting the heroic identity, while attacking and discrediting the villain identity.

But Truth gets stuck in bondage (within the Dream of the Warrior) when it continually tries to gain its own freedom through attack & defence. This energy within the Dream of the Warrior attracts perpetual conflict-pain-drama; needing to manage continual escapes & remedies .

And now the Voice of Truth speaks of the Truth of the impossible dream of the Victim (where the victims will be victims), and speaks of the impossible dream of the Warrior (where warriors will be warriors), and speaks of the impossible dream of the masters (where masters will be masters).

Truth is always Here. The Voice of Truth testifies to ItSelf as Truth. Only the Truth speaks Truth as Truth; no matter the dream that appears.

The Voice of Truth comes to awaken ItSelf from the dream of the victim and the dream of the warrior. Truth calls to Itself, to be saved from its own lying dreams.

To have and be Truth in the ‘Dream of the Masters’, is to be impeccable with the word of Truth; to see & hear only Truth, be only Truth, know only Truth, and speak only Truth.
I am Truth, and Truth testifies to ItSelf: Truth.

Truth speaks on behalf of Truth in the Dream of the Masters. I’ve been captive to the dream of the ‘victim’. I’ve been lost to the dream of the ‘warrior’. And I’ve also jumped back and forth; being the dream ‘victim’ again; over and over again. And through it all, Truth has remained as The Voice of Truth.

And in joining with the Beloved Friend of Truth, I speak on behalf of Truth within the ‘Dream of the Masters’. It is an Ever-Abiding Freedom of Simply Being.

This Freedom is understood as the Truth-of-Truths, felt as Unconditional Peace-Love-Happiness & perceived as Beloved-Beauty.

The Fire of Truth is first, the fiery thorn that generates separation and suffering; and second, it is the fiery thorn that destroys that separation & suffering.

Life of separation, in Truth, never really gets generated or destroyed. Separation is a lie. But when given the power of belief, it appears as real as real can be.

As the saying goes, it takes a thorn to remove a thorn.

In the story, the first thorn gives rise to a belief in separation. It’s the first pain. The first thorn initiates the generating of the illusion of separation.
The second thorn initiates the destruction and death of the belief in the illusion.
That death involves the death of the belief in separation.

Within suffering, it is the prayer of the Heart that calls out to Truth.
Truth answers the call, but appears as a Fiery Thorn; which is the very thorn that painfully burns away the lie, which recovers the power of belief from that lie. Suffering ends the instant the lie of separation is seen as the lie that it is.

The removal of the first thorn with the second, breaks all illusions of separation, and truth is returned to awareness. True Healing begins. True Life begins anew.
Vision of Truth is returned, and it is seen that the Fire of Truth, in Its Mercy, had to appear as the fire of destruction.
But the Truth is, the appearance of fire & destruction is not real destruction at all. It is the Great Correction from lies. Its the Fire that ends the illusion of blindness and death. It returns to awareness True Vision, True Life and Truth ItSelf.

Life Is Constant & Loving. Truth is Constant & True.