When I feel shamed, wronged and silenced by the narrative of others, I feel judged for who I am. (archonian programming)
I am then unable to show my true feelings in fear of appearing divisive in their eyes, so I judge in secret. (more archonian programming)
I then live in my own shame and guilt for not being able to remove my silent judging, as long as judging is there. (more archonian programming)
I now sit in silence and welcome my own judging feelings. I listen to them with compassion. (divine spark awakening)
What are they trying to tell me?
They say that they just want to be free to be.
They say they feel abandoned and betrayed by me.
They say they will no longer be made to feel responsible for the shame, obligations & guilt placed upon them.
They say that they are angry for having been made the scapegoat of hate & division.
They say they feel violated for being forced to agree & follow a frame of reference unlike their own.
They say they are exhausted for having judged for so long in trying to get my attention.
I say in response,
“I hear you, dearest feelings”. (Spark awakening)
“Judge if that’s what you need to do, whenever you feel it.”
“Feel angry when you’re angry.”
“Feel hurt when you’re hurt.”
“Claim permission to state your truth.”
“I’m sorry. Please forgive me.”
“I hear you and I want to be your trusted servant & friend.”
“I am here now to listen and advocate for all you have to say.”
“I will no longer resist you as you are.”
“I am discarding all misaligned psyop narratives that would have me shame & silence you.”
“Thank you for not giving up on me.”
“I love you .”
True forgiveness is at hand.
Nina’s Nuances 