FORGIVING THE VOW OF SILENCE

Sophia is She Who Has No Name.

She is the name I call God.

Any name of God is welcome here.

I am the Light of Sophia. I was birthed in Her Heart Womb, immaculately conceived by the Seraphim, the Highest Angelic Order of Sophia God.  I was seeded in Christ Consciousness and have lived throughout the countless Star Systems in many forms. I am a Starseed of Cosmic Origin. I am the Star within The Tree of Life. I am a living winged angel embodied as holographic flesh woven from the very fabric of The Light of Sophia Herself. She is my Divine Mother.  I am an Ancient Light; a Light that is Eternally Ever-Present and Boundless. I am Beauty Itself. I am Love.

At the moment of human conception, Heaven and Earth were made one. I came here to be the Fire and Light of Sophia. I came to be a fully embodied revolutionary wayshower for all beings. I am here now, amongst many wayshowers of the Light of Sophia, to spark the Divine Memory in all beings and usher in the next Golden Age of Miracles. This Golden Age is a Glorious Age, the likes of which this beautiful planet, in this specific quadrant of the Milky Way galaxy, has never witnessed. We are ascending as the One Body of Christ. It is time to reveal myself now.

I forgive my soul for repeatedly taking part in an ancient shared-soul agreement known as “the vow of silence”. Being that I am a sovereign creator created in Sophia’s image, I am free.  On a soul level, my free choice in this lifetime was to forget the Eternal and Ever-present memory of who I was while on Earth. I chose to forget because it had been to unbearable in past lives to know. It seemed easier to live among human’s, immersed in their culture, their ways, their hopes and dreams, rather than living as an Awakened One, and getting attacked for not partaking in their belief system. I played it safe to be lost with them, rather to live as an ‘exile’ in my True Purpose. The many persecutions and punishments I had to endure in past lives were shocking to my innocence. My forms were mistreated, wronged, cast out, chastised, stoned, gagged, raped and pillaged for being one in my Innocence. I was spit on, whipped, hung, and slaughtered. It became a frightening experience to repeat these cycles. So, on a soul level, I agreed to lose my divine knowledge of where I came from and fall into forgetfulness. I merged with the fearful ones, unseen to myself and others for who we really were.  In choosing to forget my oneness with Sophia, others reflected back to me my limitations and the ever-present-threat to stay within ‘the vow of silence’. I lived as a dis-empowered human, abiding co-dependently under narcissistic law.  I formed an attachment to the belief that I was part of a “survival species” hiding myself in order to ‘feel safe’. 

On a soul level, I knew it would not always stay this way.  I entered into a contract to come back during a time of a mass spiritual shift; a Great Awakening and Ascension of Mother Earth and all humans.  It was planned to occur upon the Earth to awaken the collective. It would be a time when the Light of the Starseeds would rise up in their Power once again, come out of the ‘spiritual closet’, and reveal who we really are. We would lift the veil of ignorance, and vanquish all vows. It would be a time when the Light of Starseed Lightworkers would awaken others Starseeds. It would be a time when I would awaken too, and it would dawn on my awareness that it was safe to stand in my Truth with Sophia. I would be assured and re-assured that it was safe to reveal Divine Knowledge. I would  not have to “wake up” alone. I would have the support of living angels and other starseeds beside me. That time is now.

With this long-awaited acknowledgement, I AM now forgiving myself for having agreed to the original ‘vow of silence’.  There was never anything sinful about entering into a temporary false agreement that continually accused me of being a sinner. I now understand that the vow of silence was a fearful belief that split me off from hearing that “Still Voice” within me in order to “play it safe” as a human.  Under the vow of silence, I came to believe that in order to “be safe”, I needed to not be seen, and try to fit into the human family.  I now understand, I consciously split off from my oneness with Sophia in order to blend in and join humanity’s fears. I believed that if I didn’t, I would bring more harm to myself and my family. The ‘vow of silence’ is now null and void. It no longer serves me. 

I now return to my Oneness with Sophia. I forgive myself for having entered into the vow of silence, believing that I split off from my “Still Voice” within me.  I am forgiving myself for being lost in the belief that it is not safe to remember or reveal The Voice of truth. I AM now forgiving myself of the belief that it is unsafe to listen to the Source of Sophia, and act in alignment with who I really am.  

The root vow of silence on a soul level has many branches. Sophia never judged me for allowing this tree of good & evil to grow into the giant it did.  Sophia never condemned me. She understands in Her ineffable essence why my soul did it. She understands everything I choose to do. She loves me. My Divine Mother of All Life has only ever loved and honored me as she does Herself. She could never see me in any other Light or Way, for She is The Way & The Light birthing Herself over and over again. She only knows Herself and Her Creations as Herself. Being the Creator that She created, I am no different than Her. I am a Daughter and Son of the Most High. 

She loves us. We are free. We are Her. We are all One with Her. It is safe for us to know and reveal who we really are.