There once was a man who lived in a valley at the base of a tall and mighty mountain.

He was hypnotized by its echos,

Day and night.

Night and day.

These echos were full of pain and pleasure.

Fear arose from the pain.

Happiness arose from the pleasure.

He found himself both resisting pain and clinging to pleasure

Day and night.

Night and day.

Then one day, the pleasure ended

And pain increased.

And all he was left with was more resistance to pain.

He suffered in desperation for years & years,

Longing for happy echos, to get rid of his pain.

Until he lost all desire for happy echos completely,

And sunk into the black pit of despair.

 

Then one night, he had a dream

And dreamt that he embodied the Tall and Mighty mountain

Expansive, Beautiful & Free.

He was graced with Wisdom & Love

And the Beautiful Bright Blue Sea.

He knew no more echos of pain or pleasure;

No echos of desire or fear.

He knew no echos at all,

For He stood as this Tall & Mighty Mountain,

And all He knew was Himself.

Then, in all His Wisdom & Love,

He gently brought down His gaze to the man below

And spoke with Great Compassion and Understanding:

“My dear one,

I am Here. I am Here.

Your hypnosis has ended.

The spell is broken.

See beyond the echos, and see only Me.

Peaceful and True,

Know only Me.

Know there is nothing to resist Here

Nothing for which to long,

For echos do not exist at all.

It is Here you truly belong.

Listen only to the Wisdom and Love from My Voice above,

And let It be known:

Seeing what I see is your Freedom from desire.

Hearing what I hear is your Freedom from fear.

Knowing what I know is your Peace & Well-Being.”

And with that, the dream ended.

When the man awoke from his dream,

He found himself no longer under the spell of echos.

Beauty and Love took their place.

For all was silent and still,

And he knew to keep his gaze on the Tall & Mighty Mountain alone,

And remember his True Nature.

He was a Tall & Mighty Mountain,

Peaceful and Free.

“You are not upset for the reason you think”.

You are not upset because others are negotiating one-on-one visit times, but rather, you feel “left-out, over-looked” because they were not negotiating visit times with “you”. You felt left behind and forgotten. You felt as if you didn’t matter. They weren’t noticing you. Is that true? Go within and find the truth.

In fact, your anger was actually a trigger to bring awareness that you were missing them and wanted to spend more time with them. You didn’t know that. And now you know. But your words were harsh my dear. Those words became a trigger for one of them. You need to know this because, one day, if you continue to act-out your fears again, trying to control again, she may lose her desire to spend time with you. That doesn’t get visit time with her now does it? When you appear confrontational, she will choose to find love elsewhere. She may choose to stay away from interacting with you at all. You probably didn’t think that was what happens, but that is what happens. Maybe you can’t help yourself when you find yourself trying to force someone’s hand, trying to get them to see you, but you will most definitely experience rejection from her when you try. Projecting anger has its consequences; it keeps her separate from you, and you will be left alone wondering why she doesn’t come around anymore. You know that is not what you truly want. Maybe you weren’t aware what you wanted in that moment of outburst, so you just spouted off because it felt safe to do so, and so you did it. You believe that your loved ones will never reject you. You believe that they will always accommodate your anger, come to your rescue and find a solution for you; to include you. Or… maybe, one day, they won’t. Do you want to find out? Do you want to feel rejection again? Do you want to experience this pain over and over? No, you do not.

Next time, maybe you will stop and enquire what it is that is truly upsetting you and then come to the best solution. No one is telling you what you should do. You are simply saying to yourself what you truly want and need the next time you feel angry, agitated or even a bit annoyed.

Choose again.

Feeling “left out” no longer needs to be an experience for you, because it can literally disappear in an instant when you choose inclusion instead.

P.S.

No one is responsible for your happiness. If you are direct and inviting (make an offer) for what you want, that actually works better in terms of building your sense of well-being. You are responsible for your own happiness. Your only job is to take the first step and be welcoming when desire (or fear) arises. This is your freedom from suffering unnecessarily.

And on that note, you are always being sent love & good wishes. Have a wonderful day.

Dear One,

I am Sophia God, the Truth and Peace of who you are, so I come to you through the Inner Realms, deep within your Divine Cellular Universe, and I bring my High Council of Light, My Ambassadors, Ascended Masters and Angels. These Mighty Pillars of Light stand in place of who you are. We meet you where you are, while attached to beLIEf systems, and help guide you back to your true Original Blueprint; the most exquisite and majestic Light Body you have ever known. Your body is Mine. It is getting cleaned up and ready as We all know. You have done much work on your part, and I (now speaking on behalf of the Sophia Dragon Tribe) will do Our part to bring you all the way Home as promised in your Great Destiny of Awakening. We love You, for You are a part of Us. Continue feeding your body the highest forms of Light. Continue feeding your unsteady mind the Light of Compassion. Continue feeding your Soul the Knowledge we bring to you. We are congratulating you for your Faith, Trust, Commitment, and Devotion to your True Calling. You are on the Right Path, healing those age-old dark-matter spaces within you now. Alignment and reconciliation with your food, your activities, your states-of-mind, and your relationships are of upmost importance in moving forward. Call on Us at all times. We are with you in All Ways; Always.

With Unconditional Love,

The Sophia Dragon Tribe,

Sophia God,

She Who Has No Name.

Beliefs about self can be very destructive and debilitating. One I’ve uncovered is the belief that the gifts of Kindness, Love and Happiness are rewarded to me by others through managing my own behaviour to appear kind, loving and happy. This belief is a form of self-deception and self-betrayal. It leads to secrecy, isolation, sorrow and suffering. But Love & Happiness are not found through manipulating or managing my behaviour for others. If that were the case, Love would no longer be Love; it would be a bartering tool. Love is not that. I used to pride myself on making others happy, but soon, I was unhappy, and I hit a wall and became depressed.

Keeping up a kind, loving and happy appearance when I didn’t feel kind, loving or happy only depressed me further. But being depressed keeps people away, well, the ones I tried to please. I learned from a small age that Love came from outside me as a reward for good behaviour. That meant, if my behaviour wasn’t good enough for someone else, or I didn’t meet their needs, I was punished with their disappointment, hurt and anger. Love became this elusive thing. I’m learning to no longer believe this belief about Love. Love is not a temporary fearful strategy. Love is kind and loving. Happiness comes to the one who knows that Happiness is not based on forms of love, but on how kind and loving one is being to one’s own being.

Do not look to form, (objects, substances, activities, situations, expanded states-of-mind or relationships) hoping, wishing, praying, dreaming, wanting, desiring, planning, yearning, craving, clinging and expecting to receive the bestowals & bounties of Understanding, Love, Compassion, Peace, Happiness & Beauty. You’ll never find them there in form. You will only end up suffering in pain when you don’t receive them as expected in form. You’ll find yourself resisting, complaining about, resenting, fearing, demanding, blaming, correcting, fixing, controlling, manipulating and threatening those forms when you come up empty handed.

Detach & remain non-attached so as to become fully established in the one Reality that does fulfill Its Promises bringing Unlimited Bestowals that are your birthright. Pure Knowing is the one element, and the only element of experience that bestows the ever-lasting bounties of Truth, Love, Peace, Happiness and Beauty. Know yourself as formless and present Knowing: Knowing the knowing Itself, the only Real (non)-experience there is. All bestowals come from knowing Pure Formless Knowing alone; never from Its ever-changing temporary forms. Know this and Be Happy in no form enjoying all forms.

There is no guaranteed haven, refuge, trust, justice, safety, security, shelter, health, truth bliss or ecstasy in a neutral world. 

No guaranteed experience of satisfaction, love, happiness, beauty, Justice, Peace or Security in a neutral world.

The Guarantee of Love, Peace, Security, Happiness, Joy, Beauty etc., can only be found in knowing & feeling one’s self as that One Experience that never appears, disappears, changes or moves. It is the One Knowing Experience of Knowing, knowing Itself. It is Objectless and Ever-Present and cannot know anything other than Itself. Pure Knowing is that Celestial Sovereignty that renders Itself knowing, knowable and known; experiencing Itself alone.

Unless and until one’s knowing of oneself in many experiences is fully known & established as a One Knowing Experience, can the peace and security of wellbeing be guaranteed.

All praise be to the All-Knowing, The All-Wise.

Experience cannot exist apart from the intimate, ever-present, unlimited, known element of Knowing.

I am the Knowing of Experience.

Experience cannot be known without knowing.

To know Everlasting Happiness, experience must be known as the Knowing knowing Itself, and not as forms of experience.

Experience does not exist without it being known.

I know the Knowing of Experience.

Knowing cannot “not know” Its Own Experience of Itself, but It can be overlooked.

I have overlooked Knowing.

Knowing does not need any form of experience to Know Itself. It is Rich in Knowing alone.

Knowing is the only Known in Reality. It cannot appear, disappear, change or move; although its forms are ever-changing, appearing and disappearing.

Knowing is Self-Knowing.

I am Self-Knowing.

Knowing’s Experience of Itself is not something.

Knowing’s Experience of Itself is not nothing.

Knowing is everything, but it is not a thing.

I am not a thing.

Knowing is Full of Emptiness.

Ever-Present and Limitless.

Intimate. Known. Familiar.

I, Infinite Knowing, am the Single, Indivisible, Irreducible, Indestructible, Infinite I of Pure Knowing.