How can the world of judgement be overcome (as Jesus testified to having done) when the “judgement” (wrong use of Power) of the world was made out of, continues to be mis-used (wrongly used) in defending and attacking an unwanted state of threat?
To use judgement in this world of judgement is the wrong use of the Power, in which, by which, and with which, our being was created.
The wrong use of Power is the darkness in which I cannot see.
Non-Judgement is the right use Power and is the Light in which I see.
When Power is mis-used within our being to divide the ‘threatened from the threatening’, it perpetuates the world of judgement and hence, the perpetual desire to judge it, and therefore, to judge our being for judging.
Judgement, and its perpetual use of it (the mis-use of Power) is not how to overcome the world and/or save our being.
See that the world of judgement as simply a mis-creation of our mis-use of Power.
The Absolute Source of all Power did not create a judgemental world, and so our purpose here is to see all judgement, righteous or sinful, right or wrong, as an absolutely meaningless and valueless way to use the our power of being.
When will our being meet judgement; forgive it, transmute it, transfigure it, and transform it back to its True Form?
When will our being stand ‘in’ and ‘as’ its True Form, loving our power, fully embodying our power, and extending it in the world of judgment?
Absolute Power of Being created our being powerful.
The Right use of Power is the Light in which I see.
We recognize who We really are now. We are Reality’s True Expression. Let Us realize Just This now. True Reality is all there is. Already. There is no more need to make an imposed separated meaning out of any thought, feeling, or perception. In truth, there isn’t anything, already, that could be separately real to make really separate.
It is impossible to make a ‘real separate meaning’ out of any imposed idea, feeling or perception. Any ‘separate’ meaning We give to Our True Reality only serves to falsely divide Our True Reality from Our True Reality. But this is impossible. The Indivisible cannot be divided in Truth; only believed in.
See this. Withdraw your belief in making the unreal real. Our True Self is the only True Reality: ever whole & ever fulfilled within Its True Reality.
The effect of such falsely imagined “meaning-making”, makes up a threatening-attacking-rejecting, divided reality that gets imagined as a real divided self in a divided reality. And because We mistaking believe Our True Reality has disappeared, our made-up reality appears and feels believable. We then appear to live in a divided reality of Ourself apart from OurSelf, We also mistakenly believe it’s this divided self’s duty, obligation & responsibility to ‘protect & defend’ this imagined meaningful divided reality. Consequently, fighting-fleeing-freezing-fawning, draining-energy-patterns are set up that get obsessively-compulsively enacted out & reinforced between all of Our imagined, projected ‘acceptables & unacceptables” which play out as a divided “self & other” reality.
These are all vain-imaginings and are a wasteful and foolish mis-use of the All-Encompassing Power of True Reality. All this “meaning-making” out of an idea-feeling-projection doesn’t mean anything at all.
It doesn’t mean ANYTHING on behalf of an all assuming, consuming belief has falsely made it out to be.
Our True Reality is equally meaningful. Our divided reality is equally meaningless. Truthfully, Our being is Wholey the same.
Falsely, belief imposes on us to be divided differently.
It’s all True Reality already. No falsehood exists in reality.
Our Whole Being is Whole already. True Reality cannot be divided. Stop. See how We use “ungodly ideas” to protect an ungodly & unreal divided reality. We are Godly. We need do nothing but correct what We think We see and hear (with unreal, dividing eyes), and instead, SEE & HEAR Truly, through Eyes & Ears of True Justice. Let Us detach from the ideas, feelings and perceptions of what is believed to be real. Give no meaning to any divided idea, fearful feeling, or perceptual imposition. Let Us deny and eschew all falsely imagined, unreal, made-up meaning that would impose its false reality upon Our One True Reality.
ego forgiveness : “It is your obligation and responsibility to deny, ignore, overlook and hide your silent feelings of annoyance, fear and separation in relationships and stay in them even though you still feel manipulated, used, disrespected, overlooked, unimportant, misunderstood, invalidated, unsupported, and unloved, especially so when resentment and judgement rise up in you when seeing their unsuspecting attention-getting love-bombing appearance.
ego forgiveness: It is your responsibility to protect another person’s image of you, and expectations of you, for how they want you to be and act. You are to continually give them your consent to dismiss your own truth, interests, desires, preferences and value of self-worth.
Might & Strength:
Holy Spirit’s Forgiveness:
Allow Me to stand within you in Absolute Fearless Power & Respect that commands nothing less than Absolute Love & Absolute Peace.
Calmly, quietly, assuredly, respectfully, & confidently, withdraw Our Holy Being from any person, place or situation that does align with or serve Our Divine Holy Worth; Our Beloved Friendship within you. This teaches the world how We command to be treated in all the worlds of Our Holy Creation. I love You. 💜
The tree of the knowledge of good and evil, doesn’t even exist. It was only a thought of knowledge in our created Beingness that wanted to imagine that there was something other in the garden of Eden besides the Tree of Life.
And that thought is the Tree of Knowledge of good & evil. The fruit upon that tree is the thought of Beingness that Beingness can be ‘other’ than ItSelf. That it can be divided against Its own Beingness. The symbolism of eating the fruit is the “belief” that separation of beingness is true, and therefore both forms of good or evil are true.
Believing in goodness divided against itself, and being other than Beingness, Beingness continues to be deceived within its own being, and so continues to eat of that fruit.
While our being is deceived of Its Oneness, there are evil thoughts at play because we did “eat” of the knowledge of good & evil. By “eating” I mean “believing that thoughts are real and must be divided as either good or evil thoughts”. As long as there is believing in the concepts of good and evil, the belief in needing to “wake up” will continue.
In the recognition of our Beingness, the snake of deception of belief is truly seen as just a rope.
In the recognition of remembering that a thought is neither good or evil, our being wakes up to and is returned to our Whole Beingness. It is seen that no one wakes up.
Our being “wakes up” to see that the tree of the knowledge of good & evil was always, and is already, shining as the Tree of Life. It was simply unrecognized, therefore there remained a yearning to return to wholeness.
The Tree of Life has always been here, shining in its Truth, and it has always been here. It is what we are. Our Beingness, whole and complete, was never both good & evil. It is Pure Goodness. Our Being is Pure Goodness. This Goodness is of the Knowledge of Perfect Oneness. It was never born, and shall never die. We were never born, and we shall never die.
Teach me to see and know the Unified Being that We Are within One Beingness.
Teach me to remember the Loving Being that We Are, & the Power of Unity within Our One Being; so that, as One Being, the belief in division is free to disappear.
Bring absolute clarity to the meaning of “absolute poverty” of being, and its devastating effects in time. Absolute poverty is the full identification to the belief in separated Beingness with separated thoughts, beliefs, sensations, feelings & perceptions of Beingness.
Teach me that the belief in separation of Our Being within One Being is wholly untrue, and the cause of all pain & suffering.
Increase my desire, above all else, of true detachment. True detachment is the full recognition of our Unified Beingness, and that separation is untrue, already.
It is the recognition there is no separate being already, that is separate from its True Being. True detachment is the awakening from the false “body-mind beliefs” that have no reality or existence within Our Being, but only appear to exist for the sole reason to maintain the belief in separation; training, draining, & usurping our True Beingness with deceptive thoughts believed to be true. Belief in deceptive thoughts can only perpetuate more thoughts of deception, where, if believed as true, live the deepest of griefs and futility of utter hopelessness.
So while Our Being is bound to beliefs as a separate being that needs purpose, love & protection, these beliefs imprison our being through deception, convincing itself that the concepts of “war, fear, sickness, pain, hopelessness, death” are real, while at the same time, trying to find a healthy, happy & purposeful escape in their opposites. This is the “dream-of-opposites” game. There is no escape of opposites within the mind-spell of being a separated being.
There’s only Beingness. Whole and Loving.
Teach me to know and worship the True Being We Are, to be in Our eternal & infinite safety, security, support, protection, fierce power, respect, & strength.
Help me to remember and worship only Our loving, beloved, united friendship We have and are in Our One Beingness.
Guide me to be in the love, knowledge, unity, contentment & wonderment of OurSelf, within Our shared Beingness.
Show me the falsehood of absolute poverty & imprisonment of beingness that is not true. There is no one separate being falsely deceived to be in separation from Its True Love & Abundant Power.
Show me the falsehood that is false: There IS no false being, falsely deceiving our being to being truly divided in sickness & in death.
Lead Our beingness to surrender all thought-deceptions of being something separate, that We may be fully received in the Absolute Nothingness of Our One Being, from which all created beings & worlds are created in Love & Unity.
Dearest Loving Being, I declare there is already no one to free or be freed from the deceptively impoverished state of being divided from Our Eternal Holy Union. It was all but a false dream of separation that never happened.
True Beingness never created truly separated states believed to be true, so therefore, cannot truly ever destroy separated states believed to be true.
Within your being, feel how you desire your True Friend; your Best Beloved.
But out of ignorance of who you are, you continue to give your allegiance and loyalty to a false ally other than you; and is not you.
A false ally is the energy of fearing, lacking, suspecting, seeking, relying, hoping, expecting, judging, avoiding, reacting, defending, attacking.
It inherently lacks its own energy of love and power, so its survival depends on the Best Beloved’s energy in your being. This false ally is deceivingly sweet in its manipulations, and frighteningly threatening in its vengeance.
If you allow this false ally to take hold within your being, you won’t see it has hold of all beings, and you will falsely judge all beings; and in your judgement, you mistakenly keep prisoner your being, & all beings, to a world where the false ally rules within them.
In ignorance, your being cannot help but deceive you of who you are. In this “take over” of your being, the false ally calls forth other beings who have also been deceived by the false ally; and who demands all beings satisfy “it”.
Remember who your True Friend and Best Beloved Is in your being, and all beings, and do not be deceived any longer. Invite your True Friend within you, Your Best Beloved, to help you to starve and free any false perception of YourSelf, from ever seeing anything anywhere, other than You; The Best Beloved; Your Best Friend in You.
What caused all my suffering in life? I figured out that all my suffering was due to, unknowingly, entering into a ‘bad’ friendship/relationship contract with a “false ally drain”, in which I upheld and stayed in, because of the belief, “I’m a happy, supportive, compromising, compliant-friendly” person.” “People like me”. “I’m safe and secure when I’m liked”. Another belief was: “in order to have a friend, I have to be a friend.” It never dawned on me that the rules of true friendship were about commanding self-respect, power and friendship within my true self and having that reflected back to me. Attracting “false ally drains” are always a poor and powerless way to relate. Friendship is a two way street, where giving and receiving love is full of God’s mighty, powerful love.
I was never shown what to do when I felt my ‘dashboard resistance lights’ turn on. I was never taught that when any inner resistance came up with someone, to recognize that as a “false ally drain”. But my false beliefs got in the way, that said, “I am to be understanding; giving of my time& energy to listen, validate and support someone’s special story”. In other words: “be open to their wants needs, & persuasions”. 🙄 My “open compliance” was actually a mistake I made in fear. I had no real boundaries. Staying boundary-less was the wrong choice, but I was not aware of that. The belief I held was that “friendliness, compliance and compromise” go together, and it was my friendly obligation to meet that person’s desires in order to be “their special friend”. Compromising to a “false ally drain” was great for the false ally drain, but never did it make me feel great in the end. I was using them as much as they were using me. Since they were satisfied with getting my special energy, I believed I should be satisfied in getting something in return. But I never felt truly satisfied or special. I left feeling empty and, later, resentful & judgemental towards them. My beliefs were actually causing me all the harm that I endured at my expense. It wasn’t about “them” at all. Here’s how it works. First of all, I was to hold the premise that I need to comply with “false ally drains” when they want something from me. I am to believe their beliefs, agree with their interests, and support what they support. I am to falsely believe it is “my responsibility” to compromise in order to match their “seeking energy”; even if the “false ally drain” has no idea how to meet me, see me, or understand me as I am. But all I was doing was suppressing my ‘gut feelings’ that silently screamed, “back away from that person!!!” And when I ignored that Inner Directive, I abandoned myself over and over again.
Whenever past “false ally drains” would seek my company, I instantly assumed I was the ‘lucky one’ to have them “want” me, (I felt special). They had me believing we were an automatic match. I was always willing, ready, flexible, forgiving and open to agree. This was a belief in specialness that I held of myself for a long, long time. I was afraid to ‘not be’ special to someone in their eyes. I now turn to God for true justice.
I falsely believed I needed to continue seeking special company with “false ally drains” in order to be more socially acceptable in their eyes. I was a walking “take advantage of me if you like. I won’t ever disagree with your views and beliefs!” I believed it was my responsibility to make the other “comfortable” with me on their behalf. What they really needed from me, was my compliance, which I gave automatically, wholeheartedly and unquestionably. If I made the “false ally drain” happy, then I believed their special validation was all I needed in order to secure my special well-being.
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Well, now that I see all of this very clearly, and I am absolutely clear about who I am and what I want for myself in my own life, all “false ally drains” can go to hell; because that energy has no place in my life anymore and it has no place in my world. I set my godling allys free, because I love myself and I only want to be truly helpful. I command it is so. It is done. It is done. It is done.
I am the blessed, wholly witnessing Reality ItSelf, wholly independent from all witnessing states; and yet, wholly inseparable from any state.
Whether a state appears as ecstatic bliss, or dreadful depression, I remain MySelf; unexalted, uncorrupted.
I use my power of ‘recognition’ to see how I have mis-used my power to create. If I have ‘created’ from a divided state in which I am divided against MySelf, I can recognize, in that holy instant, how I have simply overlooked MySelf in my creating, and became attached to a mis-created, divided state; from which I either tried to possess, or from which I tried to escape.
I return to Myself. My decision to detach and reset, and be here now, is My true escape; independent of any state.
This decision is but a simple, gentle recognition of MySelf that does not depend or rely on any divided state in order to be recognized or realized.
I am already Self-Recognized & Self-Realized.
I love The Holy Witnessing Reality that IS what I am.
In the recognition of being no state, I now correctly use my power to create, choosing to forgive and accept any present embodied state, that before from a divided state, I could not forgive or accept.
I love that I can lose MySelf in any state, and then return back to MySelf, unharmed, unencumbered.
No state defines Me or confines Me.
I love that I “have” the Wholly Witnessing Reality that Is, because It IS It, and I am exactly like It.
I have Everything I need, because I am not dependant on anything to be the Everything that I am.
The creation of the Just-Mind is exactly like Its Just Creator-Mind that can only BE ItSelf. It does not entertain false notions of being something “other” than ItSelf.
It is Absolutely Just and it knows nothing other than being Just.
Nowhere does the Just-Mind project injustice because it does not know injustice. It only sees, hears, speaks, feels and perceives with a Just Mind.
It is a Just-Created Mind of a Just-Creator Mind.
But when the Just Mind forgets itself as ItSelf, Its True Identity falls from grace. In this fall, it comes to believe It can be something other than Just, something other than what IT already IS.
But it cannot be something other than ItSelf. It is of Just Mind, (not unjust mind) when it remembers ItSelf Correctly. In the correction, It remembers ItSelf as the Just Mind, created by the Just Creator Mind.
In this Light of Truth, all the mis-creations of injustice that were mis-created by the mistaken identify of the Just Mind, (believing ItSelf unjust), will disappear forever.
The Just Mind that made ItSelf into something other than itself, & then projected its fear & guilt upon a made-up world where both justice & injustice are believed to be in conflict, assumed as real, will have no more delusions about ItSelf, and in Great Happiness, will be returned back to Its Rightful Place; Its Just Place; exactly like the Just Creator-Mind created It to do and be.
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