Theres just THIS; Absolute Nothingness appearing as ITSELF.

THIS can appear as any-thing, but never can THIS become Its appearance.

THIS cannot leave Its eternal now to become a limited thing that is, was, or will be.

THIS cannot leave Its infinite space to be a should have, shouldn’t have, could be, couldn’t be.

Never is THIS a ‘something’ or a ‘something else.’

This IS all there is. THIS. Here and Now, for no one.

No escape.

The search for love hit many brick walls searching for a “spiritual community” where I could call home and finally feel loved & fulfilled;, (because it wasn’t found in friendship or romantic relationship). There was always something missing.

But all I got was “Not this…keep going”. I felt disappointed over and over again.

The place I was led to, was a place of “lost hope” but kept me searching for the next thing. That desire to find “A PERMANENT HOME” kept the search alive. My intuition kept showing me “not this” when all I wanted was to find deep rest.

“Keep going”, I heard.

The deep feeling of “being forsaken” followed “me.”

The purpose of the “valley of search” was never meant to lead “me” to a love object, a power object, a soul object, or a power spot, but, rather, to see there IS, already no “me”. The “me” doesn’t exist. Never has, never will, even though it feels so real.

Seeing this, desire to keep searching was fulfilled. There is no resting in peace unless and until the illusion of separation comes to a final end.

It is now recognized that the fulfillment of the heart is not found by a self, as a self, to be an enlightened self, but, rather, in the realization that self is a concept built upon a belief in separation, and that belief is what births the desire to search for the Blessed Beloved Beauty as a separate self.

“You” —- as a separate individual — – is a fantasy. There is no separate individual already. It doesn’t exist; therefore, all searching from this premise is in vain.

The valley of search is an essential journey though, and cannot be escaped, until it is clearly seen that there never was a real “me & you” that searches. This realization is the key to the love that lives in YOU – AS YOU.

The Blessed Beauty IS No-Thing, already, shining as wholesomeness, as this Blessed Spot, Here, Now.

Separation is a fantasy. There is no separate “you” inside a body that is “yours” sharing a world with real “separate others” inside bodies that are “theirs”.

No one exists already to have a body or to call it “their” own. That’s called possession. This is KEY to realize.

There is no separate possessor of bodies.
Ownership is a concept and feeling of separation.

Love is ever-present, already, appearing as “searching”. No one searches.

This can’t be skipped over, denied, manipulated, rationalized, justified, or spiritualized. It must be obviously seen with pure clarity.

You are not separate.
I am not separate.
You are not a you.
I am not I.
You are not solid.
I am not solid.
You are not a perception.
I am not a perception.

That’s a spell of sorts.

you. me. we. us. them.

Where am I ?

Nowhere Everywhere.
Who am I.

No one. Everyone.

Our shared beingness can be recognized, but it can’t be found as an object in a feeling, in a sense-perception, or in a thought (beliefs, images, memories, concepts, stories)

Formless Nameless Reality is the only Comfort & Refuge there IS.

The only Destiny.
The only Completion.

Formless Nameless Reality is Wholeness. Beingness.
It’s Already Here.
Wisdom (appearing as thinking).
It’s already Shining.
Unconditional Love. (appearing as sensing-feeling)
It’s already now.
Blessed Beauty. (appearing as seeing-hearing-touching-tasting-smelling.
Just This…
Intimate. Immediate. Indivisible. Infinite.

If This Wisdom-Love-Beauty goes unrecognized, the experience of thinking-feeling-sensing-perceiving will appear as confusion, resistance, fear, pain.
That’s ThIS too, called suffering.
Waiting to recognize This is also This. Recognition is the key 🔑.

This can’t be recognized when living a lie. What is the lie?

Identifying as a separate “I”.

Recognition is the Portal through which No-thing shines as everything.

This! Indivisible-irreducible- intimate direct awareness appearing as thinking-sensing-feeling-perceiving to experience directly true knowledge, unconditional love and blessed beauty.
To know This is to worship This.
There is Just This.
Nameless, formless, indivisible Experience.

Within the Empty Immediacy of Full Recognition of who you really are, it’s seen that there is no separate being called “you”.

There is no one, already, who is whole or separate.

There’s just Wholeness, already; not as a concept, or appearance, but as This Impersonal, Indivisible, Immediate, Intimacy.

Raw Experiencing for no one.

Wholeness, everywhere and nowhere.

There’s just this nothingness and the activity of nothingness.

There is no one separate in separate bodies. There is no real separate entity, and no world of separate entities.
There’s infinite appearances, yes, but they don’t belong to anyone, or for anyone. Why?
Because there is, already, no separate someone that has a self, or owns a self. Separation was a dream, and it’s over now. It didn’t happen. Nothings happening now.

There’s just Pure Unidentified Beingness that IS Absolute Nothingness appearing as name and form.

No one is getting named or formed.

No one is getting deceived.
No one is deceiving.

Only the dream of deception deceived.
Deception itself, cannot deceive.
Nothing can deceive Nothing.
You are Nothing.

Thoughts cannot deceive. Feelings cannot deceive. Reactions to feelings cannot deceive. Perceptions cannot deceive. Narratives cannot deceive. Stories cannot deceive. Beliefs about thoughts cannot deceive. Beliefs about narratives cannot deceive. Beliefs about beliefs cannot deceive. Concepts cannot deceive. Assumptions cannot deceive. Judgements cannot deceive. Resistance to judgements cannot deceive. Deceptions cannot deceive.
Nothing can deceive.
There is nothing that can deceive You, when it’s recognized there is no you.

There’s no real deception happening.
To believe deception is happening, IS the deception.
Stories and beliefs about stories are made of nothing, even when it seems they are really something, and must be upheld at all cost.

There is no cost to having the belief in separation disappear. It never happened anyways, and is, already, not happening.

It’s safe to recognize the all-encompassing reality of absolute nothingness. There’s just the impersonal immediacy of infinite, indivisible intimacy.

Get This, (or not).
No one to get this.
No one to not get this.

Get it?

There’s just the raw intimacy of nameless-formless-experiencing (thinking-sensing-perceiving).

And this intimacy-of-experiencing belongs to the Immediacy of Empty-Boundless-Wholeness; not to subjects-objects.

There is no such thing as subjects-objects experiencing.

There’s just Empty, Boundless, Intimate Experiencing.

No other.

And in This Aloneness being Everything, there’s nothing else happening.

Every thought is G.O.D.

Every thought is being Generated, Operated, and then Destroyed.

Thoughts belong to the generating operating and destroying experience, there is no one separate that exists separate from experience. Experiencing stands alone in its own experiencing.

This is all there is: a brand new generated thought that disappears in the exact moment it is generated. No individual exists to do that. No one separate is doing that. Nobody separate can claim that. There is no separation. But there can be thoughts that ‘assume’ to say or speak on behalf of a real someone. But, already, that someone is a character arising within an arising thought. There is no one already, in thoughts or thinking thoughts.

Thoughts don’t belong to an individual.

Thoughts belong to the GOD-ing of them.

They are imagined.

No-experiencing ever happened.

This is, already, thinking as a non-experience, by no one.

There is no one that sees, doesn’t see, understands, doesn’t understand. There’s just THIS, appearing, as that.
That’s IT.
See through the deception of an identity. See that it is its own deception, deceiving by “owning itself”, “defending itself”, “attacking itself”, “fearing itself”, “defending other”, “attacking other”, “fearing other”.
No one deceives or doesn’t deceive. Deceiving, identifying are appearances of THIS too. No one identifies or doesn’t identify. There’s no owner of owning, clinging, rejecting, attacking, fearing defending. These are appearances playing out in THiS. They are made of THIS. They belong to THIS, not you. There is no you. There is no one, already, who does these activities. There’s Just This and the activities playing out within THIS.
Everything is made of THIS.
No-thingness.
Appearing.
Or not.

See This.
See and understand that master/student are concepts birthed out of the deception of separation. The Search for Freedom is the search for THIS, but there is no separation, so, searching, too, is simply an appearance of THIS. No one searches or doesn’t search. There is no real master/student. There is no separation.

THIS, appearing as good/bad/right/wrong, does not have a separate owner. No separation exists. Any “separate being” that seems to appear, is also THIS, reflecting the appearance of separation spawned by the unconscious belief in separation still appearing to play out within THIS.
There is just This, already.
Whatever is still playing out within THIS, will be mirrored back as that.
It’s still Just This.
No escape.
THIS is Empty Wholeness appearing.
Period.

The belief that the ‘sense of longing’ is wrong or shameful or bad is what creates a sense of suffering. Acknowledge this sense of longing rather than trying to hide or run from it. Stop pretending it’s not there; stop fearing it. See that there is nothing you have to do to fix it. It can’t be fixed. It can only be seen with total acceptance and love. Sit with it. Be with it. Honour it. Cherish it. Allow it to be seen and heard. Give it your time. Your attention. Just let it be there. There’s nothing wrong with it at all. There is no one producing it. No one’s to blame. It’s not a curse. It’s not a problem to fix. It’s just there if it’s there.
And it’s arising for no one. Simply be the instrument to allow it its expression; to have it be witnessed and honoured. Allow it to be just as it is. This sense of longing demands to have a voice. It demands to be seen and heard without judgement. It demands to be acknowledged. It demands to be recognized and accepted as no-thing appearing as something. It’s only been felt as “a terrible thing gone wrong” for a long time. And now it’s time to see it for what it is. It time to surrender into it and forgive it. Release the beliefs around it. Forgive them all.
Notice that the sense of longing is birthed from heartbreak and the cure for all heartbreak is having it be witnessed and forgiven in love; having it be met with a Whole Heart; with a Pure Heart of unconditional love and understanding. In True Friendship, all is forgiven. All is unified once again. All is well.

I envision all sense of longing to be witnessed by Love and healed in Love.
I envision all of sense of longing to be understood and welcomed…To be given the space to say what it needs to say.
I envision all sense of longing to be heard, validated, allowed, and honoured …in Love.
I envision all sense of longing as healed “because” it’s been seen, heard, validated, allowed and honoured… in Love.
It is done.
The sense of perpetual longing is allowed to exist for as long as it is desired. And when this desire ends, all sense of longing will also end.
The pain of perpetual longing is instantly healed in the moment of its own death; having been seen, heard and fully saturated in and by Love ItSelf.

The most peaceful place in all existence is the truth of the all-encompassing BEING of the Womb.
It’s the Reality of Realities; the safest, most peaceful, quietest BEINGNESS.
No energy has the power to exile BEING from BEING the Silence & the Peace that already IS.
In the instant ‘BEING of the Womb’ imagines its own illusory exile, the illusion of desire (to escape exile) arises. But even this experience of ‘illusory exile’ and the ‘illusory desire to escape exile’, is only imagined within Being of the Womb.
Every present moment is the moment to SEE the falsehood of the dream of exile. All that is dreamed is not real, while Being of the Womb is real.

There is no real dreamer or dream.
Be Still, and know that the dream of exile is only a vain imagining. It’s not real. Only the BEING of the Womb is real. There is no real exile.
There is just ‘Being of the Womb’ (Silence), that got disturbed in crazy ways believing in the illusion of exile.
To overcome “the disturbing dream of exile”, simply BE the Silence & Peace of ‘Being of the Womb’ and allow the recognition and fulfillment of the All-Encompassing Nature of this Being release all illusions of exile.
BE the Silence that Is already everywhere and all that is.
Occupy THIS REALITY for It Is already, the only Reality.
There is no imagined one in exile.
Abide in the ‘BEING of the Womb’.
Only THIS SILENCE can grab THIS Silence, enjoy THIS Silence, receive THIS Silence, be THIS Silence.
What more is there?
There is no-thing else other than This ‘BEING of the Womb’.
Any desire or need to escape illusory exile disappears in the realization of the already fulfilled ‘BEING of the Womb.’
This is Enough.
This is Everything.

No-thing besides Pure Consciousness is conscious.

Body is not conscious.

Mind is not conscious.

World is not conscious.

The only reality that is conscious, is Consciousness Itself.

Existence is not conscious.

Growth is not conscious.

Movement is not conscious.

The only reality that is conscious, is Consciousness Itself.

Sense-perception is not conscious.

Reasoning is not conscious.

The only reality that is conscious, is Consciousness Itself.

I AM is the doorway to Pure Consciousness being conscious of Consciousness.

Recognizing I AM Consciousness as all there is, melts away the illusory sense of body-mind consciousness.

This is what it means to awaken from the dream of separation.