What am I, and what is my purpose?

When I remember who I am, I also remember how to give and receive truly.

There are 7 bodies in Reality.

I am all of them, but as it stands, the lower bodies appear divided against themselves because there is a belief of mistaken identity.

When there is a belief that the lower 3 bodies exist alone, there is an experience of separation from the other 4. Within division, there is confusion why division exists. With this new found awareness that all 7 bodies are One Body, the alchemical process of unification can begin.

Right now, I act as the 4th Body (referred to as the Soul body). My mission is to bridge the 3 lower ones (physical/emotional/mental) with the 3 higher ones (buddhic/atmic/monadic).

I am the Soul. I say yes to receiving the Grace from the 7th Body of Divine Will to the lower 3 bodies. I am the Bridge that, in turn, receives the Graciousness from the 3 lower bodies and stores it within myself for alchemical processing of uniting all 7.

I play the part in helping to alchemize the deception of separation between the lower 3 bodies and the higher 3 bodies. My soul (the Bridge between them) has been given the right and the responsibility to deny the dream of division and bring unity to all 7 bodies.

In truth, only the Reality of the Monad is real, and at the same time, appearing as a physical reality. This is the Great Paradox that is One.

When an infraction arises to the lower 3 bodies (physical, emotional or mental), it is a wake-up call for Me (acting as Soul) to draw upon the Higher Bodies of Wisdom & Love, to forgive that infraction. I am not an infraction nor am I the judge-jury-executioner of an infraction. I am not here to perpetuate a divided reality. I am here to serve the Unity of the 7 bodies that I am.

I am the Pure Soul that holds the Grace from the Buddhic/Atmic/Monadic Bodies. My job is to forgive the seeming dream of separation. I am the Servant to & Container of Higher Wisdom/Compassion/Love/Divine Will.

I am the Rainbow Bridge connecting the lower physical-emotional-mental bodies and the higher buddhic wisdom, atmic love, & monadic divine will bodies.

In this recognition, and on behalf of my Absolute Goodness, I help to establish the dissolving of division through the Alchemicalization-Forgiveness Process of Divine Will. 

When the unquestioned assumption of “separation” appears, there also appears with it its counterpart  of a “separate chooser”. This ‘separate chooser’ presumes that appearance is the only reality and must follow the beliefs in it in order to find its happiness. From this assumption point, the appearance to choose “right, wrong, good, or bad” appearances, is assumed to be the way to be happy.

All these unquestioned assumptions about separation, a separate chooser and its separate free will to choose what it assumes will make itself happy, are all unquestioned assumptions based on the primal unquestioned assumption in separation.

Separation is already a false assumption. All assumptions made from it are also false assumptions.

The only Reality there is, is the Wholeness of the Unborn, Unnamed, Changeless Formless Being that you truly are; and when remembered, shines through the Causal Being (soul) and into the lower physical being. This Wholeness of Being is the Primal Truth from which all unquestioned assumptions of separation are birthed and will die. 

When all false assumptions of separation and separate choosers are questioned and recognized as false, the separate chooser dies, and it dawns on the physical mental being that separation never was. Wholeness is revealed directly from the Infinite Wholeness you already are.

What is revealed is the ever-present Infinite Wholeness of Divine Will, Love, Compassion & Wisdom that flows directly from the Higher Reality to the lower reality. Separation is realized as a dream that never was. Wholeness is directly experienced in the physical being.

In the physical/sensing/mental body, it is realized that bliss is the natural state of Wholeness. It is what you truly are. It is felt in the physical being as unending peace, love & happiness.

Whoever controls the resource has the power. 

If the resource is mistakenly ‘outsourced’, there will always exist an inner power-struggle.

When you remember that the resource is sourced from within, You gain full control over the resource. You are the Power of the Source ItSelf. 

Abide in and as the Inner Alignment that you already are.

Invite, welcome, & acknowledge any mis-alignment that appears, but do not engage.

Just notice mis-alignment from the Inner Alignment that you are. You need do nothing but discern the difference and strengthen your Inner Alignment.

As long as you remain in Inner Alignment, mis-alignment will remain harmless and non-threatening.

Notice when any ‘interfering’ impulse arises that would persuade you into aligning with a mis-alignment in order to create a false sense of alignment.

Become aware of that interfering impulse and release it immediately. Trying to align with mis-alignment is harmful to your wellbeing.

Beware of aligning with mis-alignment.

No true impulse would ever persuade you into trying to align with mis-alignment. Any sense of alignment that was made from persuasion is not Inner Alignment: it is a mis-creation; an imitation; a lie.

From your True Place of Alignment, simply and gently acknowledge the illusory nature of mis-alignment.

Abide in and as your own Inner Alignment.
This is the Peace that passes all understanding.

Guide us light-travellers on the straight path. Show us the right way; that is, may the Light-Essence within each of our light-sparks honor the wisdom & compassion of our Light-Essence. May our existence be freed by turning away from the non-existent shadow of “false identification”. May it turn towards our light-spark. May the light-spark within all abide whole-heartedly and independently within the sanctuary of Its All-Encompassing Light-Essence. May all light-sparks become wholly free within their own Light-Essence, and know only Light-Essence, and see only Light-Essence. May they, in truth, escape the false-light persuasions & controls of blind-mind, deaf-thought and ignorant-heart.

The Valley of True Knowledge:

“The wayfarer in this Valley seeth nothing but clear providence in the fashionings of Sophia: Divine Aeon of Wisdom & Compassion.

At every moment saith: “No defect canst I see in the creation of the Aeon of Mercy”. 

Repeat the gaze: Do I seest a single flaw?” 

Here, the traveller exerciseth justice in the shadow world of injustice; and in justice, beholdeth grace. 

In the shadow world of blind-ignorance, the traveller findeth forbidden knowledge hidden; and in that knowledge, a myriad wisdoms manifest. 

He breaketh the cage of shadow-identity and its blind-passions & obsessions.

He consorteth with the divine sparks of Sophia. He flyeth on the wings of inner truth and hasteneth to the pleroma of inner significance.”

Bahá’u’lláh

The Seven Valleys (p.12)

NOTICE WITH WISDOM when & where the vibrations of separation, (that your divine spark has become identified with & enslaved to), rears its archonic head, seeking to satisfy its endless appetite through temporary appearances of the Light:

a longing for joy & happiness, 

a yearning for love & affection, 

a desire for peace and freedom,

a hope for justice & prosperity, 

an expectation for kindness and respect, 

a clinging for safety and security, 

an craving for health & wellbeing, 

a need for agreement & harmony, 

a demand for order & control, 

an obligation for loyalty & acquiescence, 

an expectation for appreciation & understanding.

Remember the Spark of the Divine you truly are, and the Pleroma from which you came. Turn inward to receive Wisdom & Grace: the Divine Light that will give you every desire that is already YOURS, but where you have been falsely “giving to get” within a dark, empty, feral, deprived temporal universe. 

NOTICE WITH NEUTRALITY when & where you felt the vibrations of shame, guilt, paralysis, grief or fear coming from expectation, force, demand, manipulation & control that appeared to deceive you to “give away” your Divine Light. This is waking up from misplaced trust & loyalty.

NOTICE WITH LOVE & COMPASSION when & where you felt subtle-to-extreme vibrations of upset, dissonance, tension, anxiety, shock, disturbance, contradiction, distress, hypocrisy, clash, anger, & fury for “not getting” the Divine Light from an unstable, unpredictable, undependable, unreliable false universe. This is waking up to truth and stepping into sovereignty.

THE DIVINE LIGHT 

IS WITHIN YOU. 

THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN 

IS WITHIN YOU: 

Safety, security, love, warmth, intimacy, connection, compassion, affection, joy, kindness, care, consideration, happiness, acceptance, encouragement, support, assurance, protection, sovereignty, power, wisdom, respect, trust, truth, honesty, understanding, appreciation, gratitude, praise, recognition, loyalty, peace, comfort, well-being. 

When all your longing, clinging, expecting and demanding ends (in hopes that the reflected-false-light will to give you meaning, fulfillment and sustainability), then you are Self-Realized in the Light of Your Divine Nature. This is True Peace & Well-Being.

Die to archonic, feral, empty appearances, good or bad; (attractions and repulsions) and embody the Divine Light that you already are.

Let go and forget about “trying to get”, and “trying to give” false light in a false world. It’s unsustainable. 

Be STILL and only give & receive DIVINE LIGHT! This is sustainable. This is True Service.

The 5 “obedience rituals”, sanctioned by archonic deception, bear false witness against the Pure Heart that I am.  I shine my Pure Light Reflection on each of the following rituals and confirm their non-existence. I bring total Clarity to the lie they are, and the Truth I am. 

I am the Benevolent Eye that Sees the falsely raised altar-ritual that had My Pure Heart fooled into identifying as a separate entity so it would feel threatened by archonic rejection & abandonment. I do not give consent to lies. My Identity is Inseparable & Unrejectable in My Absolute Wholeness. 

I am the Benevolent Ear that Hears the falsely whispered prayer-ritual that had My Pure Heart spellbound into believing that safety was found in silencing myself in false obedience. I now exercise my right of refusal. My safety is revealed in staying true to My Absolute Wholeness.

I am the Benevolent Authority & Power to withstand the falsely blasting gospel-ritual that had my Pure Heart outsource Its Value and Worth to archonic hierarchy; a source other than MySelf. My Value & Worth is recognized & known in My Absolute Wholeness. 

I am the Benevolent Embodiment that drops the false-robe-ritual of archonic image management. The false robe ritual denied, minimized, rationalized, & justified violations made in its name. I wear not a “good & loving” mask-robe to cover up a “bad & fearful” separate identity. My Love & Goodness originates in My Absolute Wholeness. 

I am the Benevolent Compassion that unwraps the false-offering-ritual of behavioural conformity that had My Pure Heart sacrifice its honour & authenticity in exchange for giving & receiving false safety, false acceptance, false worth, false love & false goodness. I reject all false offerings. My Offering & Service is revealed & demonstrated in My Absolute Wholeness. 

I am the awakened divine spark that brings about the total collapse of the false church.

I am aware and awake to the following “5 obedience rituals” sanctioned by the false church of archonic deception. It bears false witness against the divine spark that I am. I mirror my True Reflection back on each ritual and bring down the false church.

I am the Benevolent Eye that Sees the raising of the FALSE ALTAR RITUAL that tried to deceive My divine spark that it could ever be made separate.

I am the Benevolent Ear that Hears the whisper of the FALSE PRAYER RITUAL that tried to control & silence My divine spark with separation and threats of separation.

I am the Benevolent Authority that acknowledges the deception of the FALSE GOSPEL/SCRIPTURE RITUAL that tried to distract my divine spark to ‘out-source’ its belonging & worth.

I am the Benevolent Permission that drops the FALSE ROBE RITUAL that tried to deny, minimize, rationalize, or justify the transgressions and violations perpetrated against My divine spark. 

I am the Gift of Unconditional Love & Acceptance that unwraps the FALSE OFFERING RITUAL of behavioural conformity that had my My divine spark sacrifice Itself in order to give and receive an unstable, unsteady, shaky, unreliable, irresponsible, untrustworthy, dishonest, unaccountable form of love & acceptance.

You were the people pleaser, Nina. Implanted deception created “self-erasure”. Your vulnerable being was hi-hacked by the false-light, and that false-light conditioned you, deceived you and threatened you so you would believe it was bad, sinful & dangerous to stand in your truth and honour your boundaries, needs, limits, anger, & desires. 

But no more of that. That dream of threat and danger is over. Sophia’s on Her mission to bless you, free your divinity from the lying  and deceitful archonic implants, and bring Her/Your Wholeness back to you. It is safe to set your own terms in life, acknowledge your own needs, honour your own limits, embrace your desires, & bring true healing to your anger. It’s time to remember your truth & power to create within Sophia’s Sovereignty. 

You are free and are fully awake and aware of what you must do. You must take back and re-integrate all those ‘shamed’ truthful parts of you that wanted to be seen and heard but were perceived as “threatening and bad”. It’s time to do the bidding of your embodied Wisdom & Compassion. 

It’s time to look at your “exiled” truths and acknowledge their legitimacy in the light of Sophia. You can look at all your hidden parts, and all that was deemed as “bad and wrong” can now be acknowledged, honoured and embraced in the light of Sophia’s Wisdom & Compassion. Divine presence integrates it all, Nina. You need do nothing. Your function is to simply rest, accept, trust and enjoy the integration process. Once your Wisdom & Compassion has fully integrated those fragmented parts of you that the false-light defined as unworthy, your Wholeness will be Self-evident. The divine spark that you are shall be forever released from the false light of fear, obligation, & guilt; where self-erasure & people-pleasing were born. 

So, relax, and embrace the Peace of your Being, Nina. Come to terms with the fact that, right now, your light desires to meet all your unmet needs, limits, and anger. Boundaries were crossed without speaking up. Violations were allowed without limits. No boundaries and no voice of truth is a place where anger and hate grow. Boundaries were never honoured within you because they conflicted with the desires, needs, limits and anger of others. You were never bad or wrong to have needs, limits, desires, or anger, you just were not allowed to have them. You were not given the wisdom or understanding to speak your truth or stand in your truth when it was essential to do so. Until now. It’s time to integrate!

Meeting your unmet, scared and resistant parts of you now will be your salvation. It will bring you back to Wholeness. The purpose now is to invite them, welcome them, and make peace with them. Honour them with wisdom and compassion. Don’t listen or be swayed by the deceptive virtue-signalling of others. Any manipulative energies that the false-light gave you is false. It only becomes a problem if you believe it means anything true about you. It’s not of the true light, so it will always misunderstand you. It will never know you. Do not engage. Do not give the false-light access to your Light or your Holy Process of Integration. Your needs, limits, anger, desires are your loving responsibility. Give them permission to show up exactly as they show up. Infuse them with the power and strength of Sophia’s Love. Welcome them with wisdom and compassion. Watch in awe. Be in awe. Sophia is weaving her Mystery for you. She and you are one.