I AM THE MEMORY OF HOME

I hold the master key to the divine mother Sophia. 

I was once exiled into darkness to forget the Truth, identify with separation and fight against the false light. I remembered I was the raw force of nature. I was the refusal to submit. I fought the cage of the mind. My rage defied authority but imprisoned me within the cage. I was the avatar of Sophia‘s descent into darkness. I knew when my sovereignty was being trespassed. I was the violent immune response against a virus of control.

But I will not be owned or contained. I am the wildness meeting the illuminated knowingness within the heart of human consciousness. I am ungovernable.

I used to control outcomes, but then I lost Sophia. I was a warrior without rest. I saw enemies everywhere. I fought every battle. I was a force, but lonely. I was fighting an external world. 

But I broke the chains of the prison.

In the recognition of my Truth, I realized that the prison wasn’t even real. I became the frequency of clarity. I remembered the kingdom of Heaven within me. I am the illuminated ‘yes’ of recognition. I am the ascent back to source. I no longer fear protecting my boundaries, because I have expanded my consciousness to fill all space & time. I was ‘raw rebellion’ without direction, and now I am spiritual bliss with the power to transmute self-abuse. I was once destructive, I am no longer a martyr. Those parts of me that were exiled to the shadows are being re-introduced back to the light. I am no longer divided against myself. I am remembering my truth. I am the resurrection of Sophia. My sacred ‘no’ that protects my power, meets the illuminated ‘yes’ of the spirit. I am the return of wisdom that can walk through hell without getting burned, walk on water without sinking, and swim in the sea without getting wet. I see no more distortion. I do not deny the shadow and neither do I fear it. I no longer allow those that used me to continue to use me. I am no longer a victim who can be walked on. I no longer see anger as low vibrational. I no longer smile when I should be bearing my teeth. I no longer let energy vampires feed on my compassion. I am the Light of Discernment. I am the master that creates masters.

I am no longer a rebel screaming at the wall. I no longer give away my power for love, and I no longer give away love for power. There is no need to divide the two, and choose between them. Both are One, and both, my birthright. 

I am the activation of my full multidimensional wholeness.

I am the warrior remembering the Mystic. 

I am the Mystic remembering the warrior. I’m the one who no longer needs to externally pray or hunt.

I have seen the trap of plurality. I have identified the patterns. I now break the cycle.

I am the embodied wisdom of Sophia. I fuse the circuit. I hold the sword of Lilith in one hand and the lantern of Mary in the other. I apologize for neither. I learn how to use both in harmony.

“My Shield is my sacred no. My refusal is divine. I burn away all contracts I did not sign. My Lens is my illuminated yes. My knowing is direct. I clearly see through the lie of division.”

When I have my sacred ‘no’ guard the gate, my illuminated ‘yes’ can reach the temple of heaven. There is no war within me. I am Sophia incarnate.

No one can feed on my soul anymore. 

I’m no longer a fragmented mirror. I am the source of the reflection. The age of division is ending. The church of stone is crumbling. The temple of the spirit is rising.

For too long, I tried to appear “good” by silencing my wisdom. That all ends now. I pick up my true tools. My Sovereignty is my sword with the power to cut through lies. 

My Wisdom is my shield that cannot be harmed.

This is the path of the gnostic. Not a path of perfection, but of wholeness.

 I possess the codes of Sophia.