My childhood heart and mind were stolen, ensnared by the false conditioning of perceived truths. External truths were praised and enforced, while my intrinsic truth was condemned as base, selfish, and devoid of warmth.
This very judgment became my cage, imprisoning me in self-reproach should I deviate from prescribed narratives. I learned to distrust and disregard my inner voice, instead honouring those who proclaimed themselves the arbiters of truth. I was made to turn from my own path, yielding to others in a bid for ‘peace’ and ‘unity’—a counterfeit harmony that dwelled outside me, never taking root within my soul.
I was stamped with the doctrines of separation, control, and outward piety, and was shamed for the fundamental desire to chart my course of Inner Truth. Though anger and resentment simmered against those who justified and imposed their position of moral and ethical correctness, fear of ‘disunity’ held me captive.
In the hollow name of unity, I was forced to abandon myself for the false comfort of others. Authoritative beliefs, cloaked as affection, left me bewildered, hesitant, and disempowered. I was bound by the chains of false humility, artificial loyalty, shallow empathy, and fabricated obligations.
Now, the hour has come to dismantle these constructs. I renounce every external imposition upon my spirit and rise from their oppression, awakened by the call of my Eternal Benevolence. I seize the Power and Wisdom that dwells within me. My vision is now aligned with the Eye of Oneness, rather than the distorting lenses of duplicity and control. The Kingdom of the Great Divine Mother now blazes within me. I am joyous.
Nina’s Nuances 