Returning To God

I call to my Beloved in curiosity & openness after all that’s happened.

I call to my Beloved; feeling scared, frustrated, impatient, uncertain, confused, pressured, guilty, condemned.

I call to my Unconditional Non-Resisting, Loving Friend in God; undefiled, unmarked, unflawed, & untainted by any fleeting phenomenon.

God is Givingness, ItSelf, giving to ItSelf, & receiving ItSelf wholly through phenomena. Witnessing God’s Will giving and receiving to itself. Any compulsion or desire to out-source Giving or Receiving has disappeared. God’s Bestowals are graciously received through the One Holy Relationship of Giving & Receiving: I receive True Significance from God who already did give it. I receive True approval, acceptance, empathy, sympathy, knowledge & power from God, who already gives it.

Eternal giving-and-receiving sovereignty is done.

The conscious receiving of God’s All-Giving Reality is God’s fulfillment of creation.

By seeing through the misperception of separation & darkness, which is Gods condensed light masking as the “me” phenomenon, there’s a remembering how experience had felt contractual & divisive.

I offer unto my Beloved God my divine apology for making real the unreality of smallness in shadow-giving; rejecting His Giving Light to expand and make visible the Love of Our Beloved Friendship.

I receive the Bliss of God from the Giver of Bliss. All longing for experiential bliss turns to Absolute Bliss in receiving God’s Light.

I receive the Knowledge of God from the Giver of Knowledge. All longing for worldly knowledge turns to Absolute Knowing in receiving God’s Light.

I receive the Beauty of God from the Giver of Beauty. All longing for worldly beauty turns to Absolute Beauty in receiving God’s Light.

I receive the Power of God from the Giver of the Power. All longing for worldly power turns to Absolute Power, in receiving God’s Light.