Love Me.

Hold my hand here. Hold on tight. It’s all going to be OK.
The overwhelming feeling of utter collapse and devastation of all worldly love and pleasures is what seems to be happening. It’s showing up to be faced and leaned into now.
There was running towards people believing they would love you, and there was running away from the people believing they betrayed you. But in the end, it’s all for naught. No external appearance can love or fear. No object is really an object. No appearance is a separate appearance. Everything is part of the whole. No part can bring solace. No appearance can make good on any promise. No one can bring consolation when there is only inconsolability. I am here to tell you, “Nothing in this world of separation can bring you solace”. Nothing. It’s not its function to save you. This is the end. You can’t believe in anything or anyone anymore. Believe in your Present Pause. Believe in your Silent Being. All your reaching out to others for guidance or entertainment is a dead end. No one can give you what you already have. No one has the answer for you. You’ve tried everything. Hundreds of retreats and groups. You’ve gone everywhere, all around the world. Even the guru of gurus showed you a “turn around” sign.

See this new way of seeing as the great unveiling. Recognize that this is just what’s appearing to happen, and there isn’t anyone inside that body here or over there.

It’s ok to be walking through the valley of the shadow of death, knowing there is nothing that can be done; no object to hold onto, no activity to satisfy, no substance to sustain, no higher state of mind to enlighten, and no special relationship to have and to hold.

This is it! Emptiness in its fullness sense of the word.

Lean into total Aloneness. Feel its message. Don’t believe your believed beliefs about it. Be this emptiness without grasping for an interpretation. Breathe and pause when aloneness comes. Feel it completely. Surrender into it with curiosity. Stop resisting its call. Stop trying to escape. There’s no where you need to be except right here now. Feeling. Breathing. Expanding. Contracting. Releasing. Listening. There’s nothing to run from. There’s nothing to fear. There’s nobody to run to. There’s actually nowhere or no one anywhere already. This is it. This is YOU remembering YourSelf. This is all there is. It’s all going to be ok.

Everything IS, already, ok.