I mistakenly mis-used My Gift of Power of Unity to dream upon Myself; to imagine within My Light a divided world where I played as a separate self, and within which I continued to misuse My Gift of Power (judgement) to make right a perceived wrong that was never ever wrong.
I relied on fear to keep me misusing my power against myself (self-judgement) in order to misuse my power upon those (judging them) who misused their power against me (judged me).
I did all this in order to make right a wrong. That wrong was the meaningful dream of separation that Beingness attacks Its Being with.
But is dreaming of separation and feeling separate meaningful or wrong? Does the feeling of separation warrant the mis-use of my power upon my being?
Dreaming of separation is not wrong. Judging the experience of separation and reacting in fear is not wrong. Reacting in compliance is not wrong. Reacting in defense is not wrong. Reacting in attack is not wrong. No judgement is wrong, but neither is it right. It simply hurts the one who applies it upon their being.
“Judge not lest ye be judged”
Not out of fear of punishment, but out of the direct experiencing of the pain and suffering judgement creates.
The good news is, the misuse of power (judgement) is not a sin, it’s not wrong, and it needs no reactive, retaliatory action of judgement.
All it needs is Loving Forgiveness.
True Correction.
True Justice.
To SEE that it’s not even happening. Its unreal.
And because it’s not real, it’s absolutely meaningless.
What is wrong with misusing power, is to misuse it again and again, hoping to make it right.
Perpetuating disunity doesn’t right a wrong. But what is perceived as wrong was never wrong, because it was never real. Judging the misuse of power in order to “make right a wrong” is not a sin. It’s not wrong. It just hurts.
I became lost in trying to seek for justice (making right a real wrong) in a dream that isn’t even real. I was mis-using MySelf as a Being of judgement instead of the Being that I was created to be: Unified Beingness.
But I have now chosen for MySelf, within MySelf, to look upon the meaningful dream and awaken to its meaningless. I forgive MySelf in Holy Relationship with the Love I am.
I withdraw and remove all misuse of power upon MySelf (in this body and all bodies) and instead, apply My Power upon MySelf in Light & Love. I forgive the misuse of power upon MySelf & Pure Experiencing. Judgement is the misuse of Power. It divides, but only in a dream of separation. It is absolutely meaningless, and does nothing but perpetuate illusory separation that never happened, and is, already, unreal and not happening.
I am remembering this Beingness as my Shining Sanctuary of My Wholeness of Pure Experiencing.
It is My Garden of Pure DeLight; a Celestial City of Immense Beauty lit up within MySelf and by My Own Imaginative Powers.
I am now extending this Power of Pure Forgiveness upon MySelf, reversing all illusions of division within Myself, undoing and correcting the separation that never happened upon Myself. There is no other Being but Pure Beingness.
I abide within MySelf and as Myself alone.
I forgive MySelf and gaze upon and as the Light that I am. I see only the Beingness of Love. With mySelf & as MySelf, I correct all vain judgements with My Love, into which they disappear forever, and Pure Beingness remains as It always has remained. Unchanged and Shining In Love.
My Beingness is my own Most Loyal & Devoted, Best Beloved Friend.
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