“I should/you should/they should/it should look different, talk different, act different, behave different, relate different, and just be different than how I’m perceiving things right now.
Let’s question the validity of such an assumption, rather than simply believing it as true.
As a lover of truth, the power of desire is channeled to recognize an untruth as it arises.
Desire here, is used truly when an untrue thought is seen as untrue, so as to clear up the resistant feeling it caused.
On the flip side, desire is used falsely when an untrue thought is unquestioningly believed in as real & true, which falsely perpetuates a resistance feeling.
Any long-held, unquestioned, untrue thought will, repeatedly, show up as a feeling of fear, insecurity, jealousy, impatience, intolerance, guilt, anger, resentment, and/or illness.
Any of these feelings will arise out of an unreal, untrue thought assumed as true.
Again…
“I should/you should/they should/it should look different, talk different, act different, behave different, relate different, and just be different than they have been or are right now”.
“Is it true?”
Assuming this thought to be true, and not recognizing its untruth, creates upset sensations and feelings within Wholeness of Being.
Sitting in silence, the question is repeated, “Is it true ?”
Wait within yourself, in Silence, in Peace, for truth to come; and be available to recall that every assumed separate “thing” is created out of an assumed separate self. This is the suffering that we bear.
The truth starts here, within Silence. Within our Whole Being.
Who I am truly will determine the unified thoughts and feelings and perceptions that show up…
I AM the “absolute nothingness being equally everything”.
Who I am falsely, will determine the divisive thoughts and feelings and perceptions that show up…
“I am a person separate from people, places and things, desiring what is perceived as pleasurable, and resisting what is perceived as painful.”
So, with all things being equal, a false thought determines a divisive feeling; and a true thought determines a unified feeling.
A thought-feeling-perception is truly no-thing, not a thing, no one, arising out of Nothingness, remaining Nothing in its appearance, and returning to Nothing in its disappearance. Nothing changes. Everything stays the same.
Just as I AM is “nothingness-being-equally-everything”, so is thought & feeling “everything appearing-as-equally-nothing.”
All things are seen as the non-somethings they are; just as I AM seen as the non-somebody I Am.
Experientially, it feels relieving and freeing.
It is recognized here that no stressful thought is actually divisive; it simply “assumes” divisiveness when I forget that I AM Nothing being Everything and so is everything.
Nothing is equally everything;
and everything is equally nothing.
When questioned and recognized as untrue, a stressful thought loses its charge to disrupt, and is then experienced as the nothingness that it truly is: nothing appearing nowhere; everything appearing everywhere.
A resistant feeling will naturally accompany its unquestioned “counterpart” thought.
But after the inquiry: “Is it true?” recognition dawns that nothing is true, because everything is the same as nothing. Wholeness reigns true.
A resistant stressful feeling-sensation is merely a flashing “indicator light” that an untrue thought was assumed as real.
Self-inquiry becomes the new accompaniment to stressful assumptions.
Is it true!?
Instead of falling victim to believing in something, it’s miraculously seen as nothing being everything; and everything being nothing.
What is seen clearly and experientially, is that any appearance that appears to divide you against Yourself, is just another unreal, untrue appearance believed as separate and true.
No-thing exists as separate. Already.
No-thing is separately real. Already.
Everything separate is nothing. Already.
Everything as nothing, already, is whole and complete.
Nothing as everything, already, is whole and complete.
This is Wholeness.
This is Completion.
Already.
Nina’s Nuances 
Do you know what you are? Do you even know what you are saying? Sometimes when you say things, write things, create things, your utterances, writings, creations take shape and form and substance and ripple throughout the universe. Did you not expect this? Did you have no expectations, or desires, at all? Are you some kind of sprinkler, connected to what font of chaos, I have no idea, and you are willy-nilly giving sustenance to everything and everybody with no intention or awareness?
I love love, really love that! It is so fucking……confusing!
Do not be afraid, my love. Fear is duality. Bravery is duality. Breath deep and be, and don’t be, it is all so simple.