What do You want?

Do you want to experience love? Then show yourself some love (right now).
When does experience happen? In the future? No way. Experience can only be experienced now.
Do you want to experience a grand adventure? Then take yourself on one right now in your imagination. It’s only now you’ll feel it anyways. How does it feel? Why wait to experience a feeling you want and can have right now… that experience of adventure and experience of love? Because when you are trying to manifest a person to love or hoping for a place to go, you’re just conjuring up more desire, and desire perpetuates more desire, which is to suffer in perceived separation.
Don’t allow the outside world of people, places, and things tell you when you can experience happiness, when it’s only ever within You (the ever-present moment) that it can be experienced. Detach and leave the world alone. It’s not the world that gives you fulfilled experiences. It’s You. You’re the Source. You give yourself your own feeling experiences. The world is bereft of what you want (don’t want) to feel. You’ve been giving people places too much credit where it is not warranted. The world really can’t give you anything. That’s the illusion. You can only give Yourself the feeling want (and be whole) because it is only You who can give you any feeling experience you desire. Fill yourself up right now with the feelings of happiness, love and belonging, home, serenity, support, recognition etc . Now. Who you are and the feeling possibilities you can have NOW are the same——unlimited and infinite.

Are you going to give a person all the power and credit for how you choose to feel now?
Are you going to give a special place the power and credit for how you choose to feel now?

It’s not the person, place or thing that is making you feel your present feeling. You do that, but you’re projecting it outwards, onto a made-up world. Try it. It’s true. You give yourself the feeling you feel & believe you are. It is You that the power comes from to feel anything; it’s not from people places or things. They are props only. You’re playing a trick on yourself and you’re attributing Your successes (and failures) to the outside world. When you do that, you suffer. Look within, and remember who you are, and remember that what you want for the taking is who you are already. You want to feel and experience deep fulfillment? Then become Fulfillment ItSelf, & give yourself the deep fulfillment that you are Feel it completely and totally. Merge with your Inner Being.
You want to feel an experience of anticipation and excitement? Give yourself that experience right now. Become what you want. Clothe yourself in complete, and total excitement & anticipation. There’s no other goal but this. Do you see? The Goal is “ever-present merging” with your Inner Being. You do not need the world for anything. Don’t forget this.