I RELEASE from my fields the desires & expectations others wish FOR me, (because they want me to be or to have what they haven’t yet acknowledged or accepted within themselves)
(Others want for me to do what they want, to do what is right for them, be agreeable, know what they know, to instruct, inform & correct me just so I can be safe, peaceful, wise, healthy & happy.)
I am the only one who gets to decide what I want for myself, what I want to do for myself, what I want to agree with, what I want to be, how I want to feel, what I want to know, and what I want to have & to hold within myself. I allow myself to hold my own desires within myself, and receive those desires for myself.
I RELEASE from my fields the desires & expectations others wish FROM me; (because they want me to give them that which they have not yet acknowledged, accepted & given to themselves).
(to give them my understanding, my agreement, my acknowledgement, my validation, my approval, my agreement, my appreciation, my attention, my respect, my power, my acceptance, my time, my space, my connection, my support, my joy, my happiness, my excitement, my love)
I am the only one who gets to decide what I want to acknowledge, accept, & desire from myself. I hold my own desires and/or fears within myself. I allow myself to receive in the world the desires/fears I hold for myself within myself. I am responsible for my reality.
I RELEASE from my fields all the desires I wish FOR others & release all the desires I expect FROM others.
(I want for others to be fulfilled, peaceful, content, self-reliant, responsible, accepting & happy. I want them to give me love, acknowledgement, consideration, understanding, appreciation, encouragement, compassion, acceptance, honesty, & respect. I want others to be open, trusting, understanding & accepting of me & all my decisions & actions I make for myself.)
Others actually get to decide what they desire/fear for themselves & from themselves. They get to decide how they want to be, how they want to feel, & what they want to give to me or withhold from me. I allow them to have their own feelings, make their own decisions, and take their own actions. It is not my responsibility or business to want anything for them, or from them. It is not for me to question their judgements about my feelings, beliefs, decisions or actions. They are responsible for their reality, & am I responsible for mine.
I RETRIEVE from the world all the pieces of me I have given away, and lovingly hold them within myself. They are all I have ever wanted and hoped for in myself, for myself. I give to myself all the wisdom & gifts that flow within my soul’s essence, and to be open, trusting, & accepting of all my feelings & decisions I make for myself.
I am in gratitude to have & to hold within my soul’s Light Essence, the treasures of love, happiness, peace, trust, honesty, support, wisdom, connection, appreciation, consideration, devotion, radiance, strength, certitude, power, safety, honor, respect, stillness, grace, beauty. It is my privilege, my right & my responsibility to hold, activate & anchor these radiant gems within my divine river of Light & shine them for myself and the world.
Nina’s Nuances 