From Challenge to Solution

From Challenge to Solution.

Why do challenges in life keep happening to me? What am I to ‘cast’ away and ‘let go’ of? What have I done to have ‘gone astray’? What specifically is ‘unseemly’ talk & thought? What are ‘idle fancies & vain imaginings’?
What is not worthy of my focus & attention but always steals it away?
The answers to these questions stem from fear. I am afraid for some reason, and I have used a fearful strategy in life to cover up that fear. Following, are 4 basic fearful rules I’ve lived by, & have been using to get rid of fear, but actually continue to summon all the challenges into my life.

1. Holding responsibility to live a life that others are wanting for me, (to be happy, safe, competent, smart, strong, independent, empowered, serenity) because if I don’t, I’m afraid to feel their feelings, as well as mine. (dis-connection from our Essence)

2. Holding responsibility to give others what they want/expect from me (my happiness, love, acknowledgement, service, support, assistance, attention, validation, generousity, gratitude, connection, loyalty, dependability, understanding, warmth, hospitality) because if I don’t, I’m afraid to feel their feelings, as well as mine. (disconnection from our Essence)

3. Placing responsibility on others to live a life that I’m wanting for them (to be happy & secure, loved & content, self-reliant, self- responsible, empowered, hopeful & grateful) because if they don’t, I’m afraid to feel my feelings as well as theirs. (dis-connection from our Essence)

4. Placing responsibility on others to give me what I’m expecting & wanting from them (humility, honesty, kindness, love, understanding, acknowledgment, acceptance, respect, consideration and support) because if they don’t, I’m afraid to feel my feelings as well as theirs. (dis-connection from our Essence)

SOLUTION:

I happily let go & cast away all this unseemly talk & thought, all these idle fantasies & vain imaginings that keep me disconnected from my own Beautiful Essence. I happily let go of all responsibilities that others have placed on me to hold, or that I placed on others to hold. These rules of obedience are not worthy of my attention. I gather, attach & hold only that which is mine, attending to loving my own Divine Light. This is my one and only Responsibility. I reconnect with my Inner Essence of Light & Love. It is my Divine Trusted Treasury House that holds all the vibrations of connection, love, peace, safety & support etc, that I will ever want & need. This Living Light flows through my heart, rises up to the Heart of Source, & reaches down to the Heart of Earth. I take firm hold onto the cord of My Luminous Garment. I drink from the Ocean of My Knowledge. I soar in the atmosphere of My Love. I immerse myself in the well-spring of My Breath. I model & demonstrate to myself & the world all the Gifts, Wisdom & Mastery I hold in my All-Glorious Essence.